I should have realised this a long time ago.
Why didn't it hit me back then?
How could I have been so selfish?
How could I actually think so selfishly?
Now I understand why my mom says I'm very selfish.
She must have meant the other way of being selfish.
I can't believe it.
I really can't believe that I didn't realise.
That I was so oblivious of everything else.
I'm really sorry.
If I had just considered the other party a little more, maybe things would have been a lot easier for everyone.
I feel so guilty now.
Love really makes you blind.
But I shouldn't blame it on anything else, right?
Even though they still play a small part.