OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG KOKOMON♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Okay let's start from the beginning, on why I'm hyperventilating now.
So in the afternoon, after tuition, I decided to hunt for Digimon games.
And then I went to try my luck on the Nintendo DS emulator.
And it worked.
So, getting really excited, I went to find a Digimon Nintendo DS game.
And I really did find one.
Well actually I found 3, but I'm currently playing one.
Its called... Digimon World: Dawn.
AND IT'S AWESOME.
IT'S LIKE THE GAME I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY.
So anyway, I was practically hooked onto it from 5 to 7.
And then now, I'm in a map where I can find Kokomon.
And I did.
I DID.
IT WAS REALLY THERE.
♥♥♥♥♥
The main reasons why I love it so much is because
1) Its a Twin Digimon, twinned with Gumimon♥.
2) Its really, really cute. Look!

GUMIMON ♥

KOKOMON ♥
3) ITS ONE OF WALLACE'S ♥ DIGIMON.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Okay I shall stop freaking out you people.

I think I'm going crazy.
Just today, when I was going to Big Michelle's house, I managed to forget to take my TPC from my desk.
My TPC.
The one valuable item of my life.
And I forgot all about it.
Next, when I was returning home.
I was on my way to Thye Hong Center from the MRT station, when I saw my bus waiting at the traffic light.
And then I saw a red light for the traffic, so I ran across the road.
But I didn't realise that I had seen the wrong traffic light.
So I ran across, when the cars were directly approaching me.
Luckily, the light just turned green for them when I ran.
So they didn't move until I passed them.
But the last car, a taxi, didn't see, so he moved.
And then I stopped, and ran behind it.
No one honked or anything, but I think they got quite a shock.
So did I, when I realised what I had just done a few seconds ago.
The worst thing was that I was in school uniform.
So tomorrow, if there's an announcement about road safety, you know who to blame.
I seriously no one complains to the school about this incident.
Then again, why am I typing it here?
The school can find it anytime.
Oh well.

I think my crazy dreams are gradually coming back to me.
Like today in the bus, I was sleeping, and I had a short mini dream.
But it was still really interesting.
Anyway, let's just say that my section got what we wanted: To have our section outing on the Moon.
But the Moon was a really amazing place.
There was a city which was completely covered in a glass case, so as to "create the same atmosphere that Earth has".
And inside was amazing.
It was probably only the size of Sentosa, but it was still amazing.
There were air-vehicles zooming all around, Rapid Lanes for humans, and MRTs were replaced with huge pipes that used air currents to navigate us.
And the best thing was that there was nothing dangerous there.
Everyone was safe, so we could all have loads of fun, and do things that weren't possible in Earth.
Like jump down the building and still survive, because the anti-gravity switch would automatically activate for you at the last moment.
So anyway, the whole section was there, from Sec 1 to Sec 4.
And then Just as I was having a mental tour of the place, I woke up.
So I guess its sort of a trailer kind of a dream.
Maybe I'll have the complete dream tonight.

Well, first day of school was horrible.
No point talking about it.
Just know that I got into a little trouble.

Anyway, one thing I have learned from today's school is that sleeping in my Math teacher's class will get you called upon.
So kids, don't try this in school, unless you happen to know the answer.
And you want to show off.

Another thing I have learned is that, sadly, my section has very weak arms.
They couldn't get themselves up that fire hose cabinet thing.
Then again, since all 5 that tried, Tha Yang (Wow she just signed in when I typed her name), Sherlene, Prim, Tatiana and Hadassah, failed, maybe its me that's abnormal.
Mun Yun didn't try. She probably can't do it. But maybe she'll surprise everyone.
I actually expected Tha Yang to be able to do it.
Or maybe she didn't try too.
Okay I don't know.
Ah but this makes me remember about when I was much younger, how much practice I had with my arms.

Last time, before my house's first renovation, there were so many places to practice.
The windows (don't worry, there are grilles), the big sink, the tables and the mattresses.
Oh and the awesome kitchen table!
So everyday, I'd be pushing myself up on these.
And then since my house has a long corridor, I used to climb it up.
I don't really know how to describe how I do it.
But you use your arms and legs.
Okay, I know that's quite irrelevant.

Anyway, you can pretty much tell how I spent my childhood days.
The one that I climbed most frequent was the kitchen table.
You can sort of expect it, right?
My parents cleverly put all the snacks in the high cupboards, so that we wouldn't snack too much.
However, they didn't count on us climbing on the kitchen table to reach the cupboards.
Actually I did most of the climbing, since
A) I liked it.
B) It was near the knives, and my siblings were afraid of them.
C) They were afraid of falling, while I was actually used to pain.
D) The stove was nearby, and they didn't dare to be near it.
E) I was the best at it.
I miss the old days.
Actually, I still do all these now, but that's not important for this post.

I should have realised this a long time ago.
Why didn't it hit me back then?
How could I have been so selfish?
How could I actually think so selfishly?
Now I understand why my mom says I'm very selfish.
She must have meant the other way of being selfish.
I can't believe it.
I really can't believe that I didn't realise.
That I was so oblivious of everything else.
I'm really sorry.
If I had just considered the other party a little more, maybe things would have been a lot easier for everyone.
I feel so guilty now.
Love really makes you blind.
But I shouldn't blame it on anything else, right?
Even though they still play a small part.

Die die die.
Holiday Homework isn't done yet.
The worst thing is that I don't know what lessons I will have tomorrow, so I have to do every single piece of homework.
And I just remembered that my graphs for Math isn't done yet.
I'm going to die.
I wasted so much time in my cousin's house today.
Die die die.

Amazingly, I didn't have any weird dreams last night.
Okay fine maybe it was weird, but it wasn't involving that many people, and no one important died. Yay.
I'll just say it briefly.
Darren and I were in some weird place that looked a lot like Care Bears' home.
The grass was super green and the sky always had a rainbow.
And the clouds were pink.
And the sky was in a really nice shade of blue.
So anyway, Darren and I were on a picnic, and amazingly we were waiting for HER.
And then when she came I started shooting her with water guns as a joke.
And then she started crying, and then I offered to give her my spare clothes.
But she rejected.
And then she started crying to Darren about how mean I was, shooting her and not even offering her any help to get dry.
And then I took out a laser gun and was about to shoot her when Darren stabbed her and said "Too bad for you, I don't care."
And then she exploded in a cloud of pink feathers.
Then, out of the feather cloud came HIM.
Then he said that he had been stalking me, and finally got here.
And then I started running away.
And then I woke up.
But when I fell asleep again, I don't think I had a dream.
But that's not possible, since everyone dreams when they're asleep.
So maybe I forgot all about it.

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Can't stand it.
I've hardly made any progress at all.
At this rate, I'm going to die when I return to school on Tuesday.
Yes, I said Tuesday.
Why? Because I just fell sick again.
Have a sore throat, slight fever, and I might not be able to come to school on Monday.
I don't plan on seeing the doctor unless its confirmed that I can't go to school on Monday.
I think this all started on Monday, when Hadassah and I had to share the Sprite.
Well, I'm pretty sure what I've been eating and drinking for the past few days contributed a little too, but that's not the main point.

Anyway, I was just reading through all of my blog posts.
Once again, I'm convinced that I was really stupid last time.
I'm sure when I read my more recent posts in future, I'll think that my current self was stupid.
What really surprises me is the rate at which I managed to change.
And some of my posts are surprisingly appalling.
Oh well. Back to Chinese.
I hope.

Oh yes, I forgot to add one thing.
I'm sure you're familiar with the saying "Ignorance is bliss."
Also, there's another saying "Intelligent people want to learn, but fools are satisfied with ignorance."
So by cross-referencing, we can tell that fools are satisfied with bliss.
And intelligent people want more.
So from this, we can conclude that intelligent people are greedy people.
Also, being satisfied with bliss seems like a pretty wise thing to do, since there's another saying "Count your blessings."
So from this, we can conclude that fools are wise people, and since wise people are intelligent people, everyone is greedy.
So what have we learned from this?
To not be a greedy person, be selectively ignorant.
By doing so, you will be selectively blissful, selectively wise, selectively intelligent and selectively greedy.

Our world is living in the Majority Rule.
All decisions are based on the Majority rule.
Voting, decisions, and even stereotyping.
Once someone of a certain status makes a decision, everyone follows.
And soon others start following because of the popularity of that decision.
Those who try to change this fact, fail.
Some examples of the Majority Rule would be:
The decision on color blindness.
Just because most people see things as we "normal" humans see things, it doesn't mean that we are normal.
Those color blind people might be seeing what is really correct.
Weird, isn't it.
Maybe one day, things will change.

I've been awake for about 5 hours now.
The amazing thing is, I've already bathed 3 times.
The first time, I spilled my milk.
The second time, I opened the packet of ketchup and it squirted on my hair.
The third time, I forgot that the shower was on Rainshower Mode, and I got completely drenched.

I have learned some thing over the night.
When you sleep at 3 in the morning:
1) You get a long, nonsensical dream.
2) When you wake up, you can't remember the dream, except for certain short parts.
3) You get a very bad headache.
4) You will be pale.
5) You won't be able to wake up at 8.30 unless you're being waken up very forcefully.
6) You will still feel very tired when you wake up.
7) Your eyesight will be a little fuzzy.
8) You get very lazy.

I knew I should have slept at 2 instead.

Anyway, I'm very sure I had a nonsensical dream last night.
Why?
Well, I can only remember certain parts.

There was one part when there was this emcee on stage, and then he was announcing the winners to the banana throwing competition.
And then I remember Tha Yang, Tracy, Shasha, Prim and my cousin Elaine was there.
And then Tha Yang won.

Another part was when I was brushing my teeth, and then when I rinsed my mouth, there was lots of blood.
And then I kept rinsing my mouth to get rid of the blood, but it didn't work.
Actually I think that might be real, since when I did brush my teeth just now, there was a little blood.
Nah, its quite impossible for that to happen.

Another part was when I was in a library that looked a lot like Hogwarts's one.
And then I remember seeing Mun Yun and one of my best friends Darren in the Hogwarts uniform.
And then somehow we were all 11 years old.
And Mun Yun had no spectacles, while Darren had big round spectacles that had a crack on it.
And then I did that spectacle repairing spell.
And then the bookshelves started falling.
Then we levitated because Jolene, who white hair and a very long white beard and was wearing Dumbledore's clothes, used the levitation spell on us.

And this part showed my whole class in a dragon's lair.
And then Wen Hui, Hanna, Fang Qi, Amanda and I had to choose an answer.
If we all chose the same answer, without any physical contact or talking, the dragon would be captured by one of us.
So then we were all wondering which of the 2 answers to pick, when I heard Wen Hui's voice in my head.
She said to pick the 2nd option.
And so we did.
And then the dragon started glowing yellow, and immediately all 5 of us threw a Master Ball at it.
But I never will know who caught it, because I can't remember anymore.

The final part was when there was this zombie invasion, something like Residential Evil.
The thing is, those zombies looked a lot scarier than in the movie and the game.
They were completely disfigured, and... they just looked gross.
Then the zombie busting team consisted of me, my cousin Fiona, my younger sister Sherlyn, Grace, Tatiana, Mun Yun, Rui Ying, Sharne, Hanna and Darren.
So we were killing and killing the zombies, when we saw Tha Yang as a zombie.
And then we hesitated.
And then she came towards us and bit Sharne.
Then Sharne turned into a zombie, after writhing on the floor for a while.
Then Hanna shot both of them.
And then we went on forward, crying.
Then I remember a certain part where there was this big zombie spider, and it was surrounded by clones of this same zombie.
That zombie was supposed to be very powerful, but she wasn't more powerful than the Power of Hate that I had for that particular person.
So I gladly killed her.
All of her.
And then I woke up.

Oh well. Breakfast time.
Then its time to mug.

PBL is stressing me out.
Yes, you didn't see it wrongly.
The main reason is because I'm in the same group as Su En.
Its a good thing that she pushes us, but not to this extent.
I have to complete the whole Flash-Survey thing by today.
You might be thinking "But that's so easy!"
Its true, if you only think of doing it simple.
I could have finished it in 10 minutes.
But because Su En wants everything done nicely and prettily, and because I'm a perfectionist when it comes to these things, it's taking me more than 5 hours.
And somehow, I have a feeling that she won't really like it much.
Sometimes I wonder if I should have just joined a different group.
Because this is really taking up a lot of my time, and I still have Holiday Homework left to complete.

I've decided that I shall write a story about this dream.
Anyway, Unit #12-466 and the freak woman-thing have appeared before in my dreams.
However, I've never seen the freak woman-thing in such detail before.
Normally, I can only see a normal woman who is a little fat.
Each time she appears again in my dreams, she gets slightly fatter.
And then when this dream came about, suddenly I see her like that.
And Unit #12-466 was never like that.
Normally, it was like what I had said: white gates, white door. When it is opened, a V shaped path leading to another white door is shown. But that door was never opened.
But each time I see it, my dream self runs away, terrified.
I remember someone telling me, a long time ago, that repetitive things in dreams mean a lot.
Maybe Unit #12-466 does, or will, exist.
Maybe the evil behind it will surface.
Maybe my dream will come true.
I hope it doesn't.
Otherwise, many people that mean a lot to me will die,
In the weirdest and most horrible ways.

I just had tuition, and we were just talking about suicides.
This reminds me of the dream I had last night which I wanted to blog about but forgot to until now.
Anyway, it started off with Mun Yun, Tatiana and I in a bookshop that looked a lot like Prologue, but the place was very blue.
We were looking for stickers. Mun Yun was looking for some superhero and gore games stickers, Tatiana was looking for chocolate stickers, and I was looking for Littlest Pet Shop stickers. Yes I know, its messed up, but dreams are always like that.
So anyway, all of us managed to find our stickers except Mun Yun.
And then when we saw it at this shelf, she was about to take it when suddenly, Sherlene took it.
And then we saw Sherlene and Grace buying things too.
Apparently they were buying stickers.
I don't know how my dream self knew, but I knew that Grace was buying stickers of Barbie Dolls, and Sherlene was finding Transformers stickers.
Then after that, Sherlene and Mun Yun started arguing about the stickers, and then they decided to have a match over it.
So they decided on who can push the most number of shelves in the bookshop in 1 minute.
I don't know how it was possible, but Sherlene pushed down 12, while Mun Yun pushed down 31.
And then after that she got the sticker.
Somehow, all of us didn't pay for anything.
We just walked right out of the bookshop.
And then suddenly we were in a school that looked like a mixture of Pei Chun, Henry Park and Crescent.
But everyone was wearing red and white.
And suddenly we were too.
And Grace disappeared, but it seemed as though she was never there.
And then, we saw Shi Ying coming to us and telling us that we need to go for practice for our performance on that day. I don't know what performance, but my dream self seemed to know.
Then just as we were about to go, Mun Yun suddenly teleported to the staircase, and started following a bunch of students in Rosyth uniform.
And then she said that she was going to have a class party, and she would pack us some food.
Then Sherlene, Tatiana and I said bye, and we started walking out of a door that was in the middle of nowhere.
Once we went through the door, we came to the 12th level of this weird HDB flat.
And then we started walking to this unit.
It had a white gate, and a white door.
Oh and there was a pair of shoes that looked exactly like my mom's black shoes that she wears to work sometimes, but bigger by 2 sizes.
And the unit number was #12-466.
Suddenly the gate and door opened, and a thing that looked like a woman was there.
She was about 3 heads taller than us, 5 times my size in terms of width and had really huge hands with 6 fingers on the right hand and 4 fingers on the left hand.
And then Sherlene went in happily, and then the moment she stepped in, the gate shut immediately.
Then, what looked like a normal apartment inside suddenly turned into this weird long path that was in a V shape, leading to a single door.
It looked like a normal path leading to a normal door, but then suddenly the door there opened, and I saw something like the universe.
It was black, with things that looked like stars everywhere.
I'm not talking about kiddy 5-pointed stars in the dark-blue night sky.
I'm talking about pitch-black sky with real stars lookalikes.
For some reason, Tatiana and I suddenly felt very afraid, and then we started running away.
Then somehow I knew that the woman was grinning in some really freakish smile that you see in horror movies.
And Sherlene suddenly wasn't there.
So Tatiana and I were running and running, and then we turned left, and peered from behind the wall.
The unit was still there, door open, but gate shut.
However, there was no one there.
There was only the path leading to a seemingly normal door.
Tatiana and I started walking towards it, and then suddenly on our left, there was some large square hole that showed the outside of the HDB flat.
It was like a big window.
And standing right in front of it was Tha Yang.
So Tatiana and I started walking towards her, when suddenly she climbed onto the ledge and sat there.
And then we froze.
And then suddenly lots of people from Band was there.
Somehow the "camera" zoomed in close-up on Tha Yang, and she was crying.
And then one level below, Grace was holding this canvas sheet, in case Tha Yang fell off.
And for some reason it stayed horizontal like a metal plate.
On top, Sherlene was holding some ropes.
And suddenly Mun Yun, Jia Yi and Eleanor were beside Tatiana and I.
For some reason we started running towards Tha Yang, and then she pushed herself off.
Tha Yang was caught on Grace's canvas sheet, but then suddenly Grace wasn't there holding the sheet.
It was that crazy thing that looked like a woman.
And then suddenly, Sherlene's rope had a noose, and then it suddenly appeared around Tha Yang's head.
And Sherlene was somehow on the floor, pale and dead.
A really short but humongously fat man was holding the rope securely.
Then the crazy woman-thing magically made the canvas sheet shred.
And then Tha Yang died.
But she was on the ground floor, lying with the noose around her head, but there was no blood.
And then I remember lots of crying.
I saw Jia Yi running down the stairs, and Mun Yun and Eleanor were crying.
Grace wasn't there, but somehow I knew she was past that door that the path from unit #12-466 led to.
And she was frozen in time.
Tatiana was at the window, and she wasn't dead, but she fainted.
I was crying too, on the floor, but somehow I saw everything that was going on.
Suddenly the whole Band was there, all grieving over the many dead people.
And then suddenly that freak of a woman-thing appeared right in the middle and said that she could reverse everything.
Her voice sounded soothing and smooth to everyone, but I heard it as a weird screeching voice, sometimes low with dread.
And at the back of her head was the midget man's head.
So it was something like Voldemort and that evil Professor in Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.
Tatiana suddenly regained consciousness, and she was hearing the same voice I was hearing.
The freak woman-thing said that if everyone wanted to change what had just happened, they would first have to enter unit #12-466.
Then everyone immediately ran towards there, with Natasha, Jia Yi, Shi Ying and Eleanor leading.
Then Tatiana and I were shouting at everyone to not go, but it seemed as though they couldn't hear us.
We started dragging some people back, but each time we let go of them, they would run back.
In just about 2 minutes, everyone had entered the unit except for Tatiana and I.
And then Mun Yun, Alex and Sharne, who were just outside of the unit, suddenly heard Tatiana and I, and then they stopped.
Then they told the freak woman-thing that they wouldn't enter, and then she boomed out a "NO" in a voice that was a combination of a screechy, low and soothing voice.
Then she grabbed Sharne in, pushed Mun Yun and stabbed Alex.
Everyone inside unit #12-466 started screaming hysterically, and tried to get out, but the gate was closed, and it wouldn't open.
Mun Yun was lying beside the window and Alex was on the floor, dead.
With no blood, just one knife sticking out of her neck, and one knife sticking out of her stomach.
And then tarantellas the size of cars started coming down the ceiling, some heading towards Mun Yun, some heading towards Alex.
Tatiana and I ran towards Mun Yun to help her, because Alex was immediately wrapped in thread from the tarantellas.
And then suddenly Tatiana started saying some weird things which turned out to be spell words.
The tarantellas were suddenly in flames, dying.
And then I realised that I was controlling Tatiana, because I was holding a playing card like Duel Masters, and Tatiana was in the card.
Then I summoned out Hanna, and Hanna turned out to be an archer.
She started shooting down the tarantellas that had survived the flame attack.
Then they all disappeared, and Mun Yun gained consciousness.
And then Hanna disappeared, but Tatiana was still there, but with no powers.
Then, we saw the freak woman-thing growling at us, and everyone was cheering inside.
And then suddenly the freak woman-thing said "Its not over yet!" in her combination voice, and thrust her hand towards the door. Literally.
Her hand just came out of her arm. Inside her arm was the same thing I had seen behind the door.
And then her hand, which had reached the door, opened it.
And then we saw Grace, Tha Yang and Sherlene inside, their bodies grey.
There were tendrils of the weird pitch-black star-filled substance grabbing them, trying to drag them down into nothingness.
The the freak woman-thing said that if we could drag them out, they would be alive.
Immediately, everyone started running there, but Tatiana, Mun Yun and I ran towards them, shouting at them to stop.
And then the moment Haseena, who was the fastest, touched Tha Yang's finger, something far inside the door started sucking them in.
The wind was incredibly strong, and everyone was sucked in, except Tatiana, Mun Yun and I, because the gate was blocking us.
And then suddenly Tatiana managed to slip through the grilles of the gate.
That happened because the grilles widened, and Tatiana was facing sideways.
Mun Yun and I weren't through because we were lying horizontally and diagonally respectively.
The freak woman-thing wasn't sucked in.
She wasn't even moving.
Once the wind had stopped, she started kneeling, something like kowtowing the creature behind the door.
It started babbling out some weird language, and then Tatiana's voice was translating to Mun Yun and I in our heads.
She knew the language because it was spell language, and she understood it because she was a magician.
Then, suddenly, the woman stood up, and headed towards Mun Yun and I, who were somehow stuck onto the gate.
She had hands that were filled with weapons.
As she approached us, I felt my deck of cards appear in my hand, and then I drew a card.
Then, Wallace appeared in magician robes.
He started chanting out some spells, and attacked the freak woman-thing.
Then Mun Yun drew out a card from her deck of cards, and summoned Shasha, who was a ninja.
Shasha started throwing shurikens at the freak woman-thing, but the freak woman-thing kept advancing.
So we tried to draw more cards, but only I could draw one card.
Then we realised that we had to take turns, like a normal card duel.
So we had to follow the rules.
The card I drew summoned the dragon I recently drew, and it started using that weird power that I gave it when I created it.
Then Mun Yun drew a card, and summoned the healer from Alteil's Light Started Deck.
And then it started healing our characters.
Next, I summoned Jolene, and she was a mafia lady boss.
She called upon her henchmen and started shooting the freak woman-thing.
Then, Mun Yun summoned Jimin, who turned out to be some legendary archer that had finished studying all the different Arts of Archery, and was also Robin Hood's mentor.
With those 6 characters, the freak woman-thing died, and the gate opened.
Oh, both of us were unstucked too.
Then we cautiously approached the door, which was closed.
And then just when we were about to open the door, I woke up to the sound of my grandma talking to her friend on the phone.

I wish I could have finished the dream.
Its one of the most interesting dreams I ever had.
The longest one, too.
Maybe I should just continue it on my own.
Awake.

Oh yes, I wanted to write about something else.
I gave out the chocolate souvenirs to my section today.
Anyway, since Hadassah didn't come, I'm currently eating from her pack.
I'll refill it when I have to give it to her.
But anyway, notice that I wrote names on everyone's pack?
Well it wasn't because everyone had a different amount or anything.
Okay fine actually everyone did get a different amount, since I only counted the first packet halfway and gave up after that.
But anyway, it wasn't to differentiate.
The main reason why I wrote names on the packets was because I mixed up my packet of chocolates with one of the packets of chocolates.
I can tell the difference since my packet has a blue line, not a red line.
Anyway, I mixed up, and started eating from one of the packets.
Which happens to be Mun Yun's packet, but that's not really important.
I think.
So once I noticed, I got a shock, and then I started refilling that packet.
Which is why Mun Yun probably received the most chocolate, since I just stuffed one big spoonful in.
Anyway, I was just wondering, must chocolate be halal?

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You do know that it rained today, right?
So firstly, the moment I came out of the bus, it started pouring.
For no apparent reason.
It was fine at first, just a light drizzle.
And suddenly, POOF.
The moment I stepped onto the road, it started pouring.
And if you know the road I have to cross to reach the foot of the hill, you would know that I can't stop.
So just ran across.
By the time I reached the foot of the hill, I was drenched.
I stayed under the shelter to dry off myself for a while, then headed up the hill.
And since it had no shelter except trees, I got drenched again.
But that's not the worst part yet.
While I was walking up, this stupid truck came and drove over a puddle.
And of course the water from that puddle splashed out.
The only thing is, it went on me.
If it were just normal rainwater on me only, I would be fine with it.
But, it was dirty, disgusting water that has travelled from the top of the hill to near the bottom.
Also, my bag was soaking wet.
Luckily the insides were water-proof.
Some of it, at least.
So my stuff aren't really wet.
Anyway, after that, I literally looked like a fountain.
But no, that's not the worst part yet.
When i finally reached the back gate, I realised that I didn't have my key.
It turns out it was on my table.
I know now because I'm there.
Anyway, I climbed over the gate, since if I didn't, I would have to walk all the way to the top.
Now I wish I did.
Because, I slipped on the gate, and fell on my knees and left arm.
My right arm then got scratched by the wall.
And my knees really hurt now.
Amazingly, my left arm is fine.
But, sadly, its not the worst part yet.
So when I was walking up the steps, I was silently cursing the way my day ended, when suddenly, a bird flew by and shitted right in front of me.
It didn't hit me, but I got a shock.
A really bad shock, because a bird did shit on me once.
Anyway, since I got a shock, I jumped a little, and lost my footing.
Then I fell all the way down the stairs.
Luckily it was only about 5 steps (based on school's steps) tall.
But my knees got skinned.
And since it was raining, it was double the pain.
Alas, its time for the worst parts!
So when I just finished walking up the stairs, I tripped on my shoelace.
I had no idea that it was untied.
So I fell into the baby pool.
Luckily, I fell feet first, so my bag didn't get wet again.
But my socks and shoes were dripping wet.
And you know how disgusting wet socks are.
So after that, I came out (obviously), and started making my way back to my home, so I could finally take a break from all this nonsense.
And then, I came to the path that is always flooded, because its a concaved ground.
I have no idea why too.
But its not that deep.
The highest it has ever reached was about 1.5 cm away from my ankle.
So anyway, I was about to step in, and then I remembered that I didn't tie my (soggy) shoelaces yet.
So I did. And I emphasize on this.
Anyway, the moment I took a few steps in the flooded path, I tripped.
And this time, I fell flat on the ground.
So I was completely wet.
Not that I wasn't already, but yeah, I got a lot wetter.
And it was disgusting.
The ground there is always dirty.
And the stupid thing is that, I tripped over my shoelace, because I stepped on it, and it untied.
So after that, I went to the lift, and turns out that it was having maintenance, so I had to walk 3 levels in the dark, dripping wet.
Leaving a trail of water like a slug leaving a trail of slime.
And when I reached home, turns out that I had my umbrella in my bag pocket all the time.
I just stupidly forgot to search for it.
So now, I'm wrapped in a towel, and waiting to bathe.
I seriously hope it doesn't get any worse.
So please don't make it worse for me, ____________.

Little do you know how much its hurting me.

Confession time.
None of my family members know that the cut under the plaster on my right arm is caused by a hot knife.
It happened when everyone was asleep, and I was stupidly playing with the new knife that I had just taken out from hot water.
Our helper was washing the car at that time too.
So while I was staring at it, I dropped it, and it miraculously cut my arm.
I have no idea why it was such a weird spot.
Anyway, in a panic, I washed the knife and put it back in the hot water, and immediately tried to stop the bleeding.
But it wouldn't stop.
So I put a plaster, and avoided showing that spot for the whole day.
At that point of time, I had already planned out everything.
Firstly, I would hide the fact that I had played with the knife and cut myself. For various reasons I don't really want to say.
Secondly, I would try to not let anyone see the plaster until I come back from Band on Monday.
Thirdly, when asked about the plaster by my family members, I would tell them that a stand scratched me when I was trying to catch it from falling down.
And since none of them have ever seen the stands before (close up), they wouldn't suspect anything.
The only downside is that my parents would think that Band is slightly dangerous, or they would think that their second daughter has changed so much that she would actually put a plaster for a scratch that started bleeding.

Anyway, just now, my grandma say it, and asked me what happened.
And since she can't speak English, I had to speak to her in Chinese.
Otherwise, I could speak to her in Cantonese, but she can't understand what I'm saying, since my Cantonese sounds very weird.
So when i tried to explain to her, I didn't know what "stand" was in Chinese.
And no, I'm not talking about 站 (stand).
So I just kept saying 那个东西.
I don't think she really understood.
But she knows that I scratched myself.
And its not serious.
And she doesn't know the truth.
And she doesn't suspect anything.
So its fine.
But if my parents run a luminol test on the knife, they would probably find out, since there would be traces of my blood on it.
Just kidding. I'm probably the only one in my family that knows what a luminol test is.

Homework is killing me.
I shall drown in the Valley of Undone Homework.
Note the Undone.
The thing is, apart from Chinese, I can do everything easily, because honestly, our homework isn't that bad.
The difficulty level is a mere 6/10.
At the most.
However, the interest level is an appalling 2/10.
Apart from Math, which held a 9/10 for me the moment I started.
The only thing I liked about the English homework was that I had an excuse to lie on my bed and read.
The only thing I liked about the Literature homework was that I know the story of Macbeth very well, and I quite like it. Re-reading it wasn't a problem. It wasn't even necessary.
But alas, there's always a challenge in Holiday Homework.
This time, it is a challenge to determine if we can overcome the intimidating interest level.
Its a matter of will-power and self-discipline.
Which is something I excel in, yet I don't.
I just apply these traits wrongly.
The power of Laziness overwhelms all.

Oh.
My.
God.

I'm dead.
This just had to happen a second time.
By the same person.
Didn't I make it obvious enough the other time?
What should I do now?
He's using a different method.
And I have to rack my brains for a different solution.
Crap.

The feeling keeps coming back.
Each time it comes back, something new is added to it.
Its like an evolution.
Now, it came with the feeling of worry.
I never really felt worry before.
So this is probably my first time.
I never knew it was such a powerful thing.
It keeps the thing I'm worried about in my head at all times, no matter how small the capacity it consumes.
Once it takes up more space, it forces me to think about it more, and try to find a solution; an answer.
But if I could, then I wouldn't have to worry, would I?
Now, I really don't know what to do.
Ironically, I have always liked alien substances, but this is not what I had thought of.

So now I'm stuck, thinking about it.
Now I'm stuck, worrying about it.
Now I'm stuck, with it replaying in my mind.
Now I'm stuck, with it stuck in my mind.
I have no solution, no answer.

So I'll just have to wait for it to fade.
The problem is, do I want it to?

Facebook is really amazing.
I managed to find my Primary One friend from Pei Chun.
She hasn't accepted my friend request yet, though.
But this brings back some bad memories.
Remember that I transferred from Pei Chun to Henry Park after Primary One?
Well, I didn't really transfer there straight away.
I stayed for a few weeks in another school.
Or maybe it was a few days.
Or maybe it was one term.
I can't really remember.
Anyway, that school just so happens to be R__y_h.
I think that's quite obvious.
Oh well.
Anyway, I left that school for a few reasons.
Firstly, it was because it was in Serangoon, which isn't exactly such a good location for me.
Pei Chun was in Toa Payoh, which isn't really ideal for me now, but it was last time, because I stayed in my grandparent's house. Sort of.
And don't ask me why Serangoon wasn't fine when Toa Payoh was fine.
Secondly, my cousin was in Henry Park, so it would be more convenient.
Thirdly, there were a few issues in the class. And obviously they involved me.
No wonder certain people seem so familiar.
Oh oh but I still remember which (horrid) class I was in!
202. I think.
Or was it 204?
Okay, I can't remember.
Anyway, Henry Park was awesome.
I still managed to make friends there even though I transferred in later.
But I don't have R__y_h's uniform anymore.
I think I gave it away.
I don't have Pei Chun's uniform anymore either.
But Henry Park's is still with me, with my name tag still ironed on it.
Weird.
I should rip it off and sell it to the 6 year olds who want to enter Henry Park next year.

Oh, I forgot to mention one thing.
We went to this super awesome Chocolate Factory.
The best thing about that place was that they had free samples.
So uhh, you can probably guess what happened.
I think the staff there can remember my face.
Its not really surprising, though.
But its not really my fault, since I lived through 4 days with only drawing out my Chocolate Essentials from hot chocolate during breakfast and supper.

Well, the trip was interesting.
For security reasons, I will not post about what happened in detail.
Just the ones that need to be shared will be said here.

The coming back trip was really horrible.
Why?
Because firstly, it was a MIDNIGHT FLIGHT.
Despite my awesome sleeping skills, I can't sleep well on airplanes.
Secondly, there were 2 &*%#^@(*^%$! little kids that cried THROUGHOUT.

One was crying because of ear pressure.
She didn't know how to get rid of it, and her stupid parents didn't know how to teach her.
She was just about 2 years old.
And they expected her to understand their instructions.
"Pinch your nose and blow!"
"Yawn! Come on!"
Things like that.
Without actions.
How can she understand?
Stupid parents.

The other one was just crying for some weird reason I didn't catch, because I was reading.
So she just kept crying and crying.
And then, when her stupid parents asked her to, stupidly, "shut up", she started WAILING.
Her parents just ignored, and occasionally, one of her siblings would ask her to "shut up".
I think there was a point of time when they covered her mouth with a jacket or something, to muffle the noise.
Then someone near them started freaking out, because she was afraid that the little girl would suffocate.
And then they just left her alone, crying.
Such irresponsible parents.

Oh, and if you were wondering why no air stewardess came to their assistance, it was because I was sitting on JetStar, not Singapore Airlines.
So since it was a Budget Airline, I don't think they are really required to help voluntarily.
Still, it is kind of ridiculous.

All in all, it was a horrible flight, and I only slept for about one hour.
The flight was about five hours.
This was why the moment I sat on the taxi seat, I knocked out.
And when I came home at about 7, I slept immediately, and only woke up at 12.43.

Alright, moving on.

I saw some Crescentians in the airport, in Perth.
Apparently, they were taking the 1.10 flight in Singapore Airlines.
I didn't know about that, unlike my sister, so seeing Ann-Marie and Jae was a real surprise.

Moving on.

I bought souvenirs.
For the whole section, and those friends that I'm closer to.
The only problem is that I can't find them.
Except for the section's souvenir.
Somehow the plastic bag which contained the souvenirs seemed to have fallen into the Bermuda Triangle the Second in my luggage.
I recall very vividly placing it in the second zip compartment on the upper compartment of my luggage.
And now its not there.
Such mysterious things.
I'm still grieving over the loss of money for that.

Moving on.

I wonder what I missed out on while I was away.
Hanna's blog posts were very interesting.
But there were a lot for me to read.
I pressed the "Older Posts" button twice, I think.
Which means that during my 7-day absence, she posted 18 times.

Moving on.

I just saw an email from Mr Vu, to all the Sec 2s.
This is what he said.

Dear Sec 2's,

This is a final reminder for those who haven't submitted the flash project. Failing to submit latest by tomorrow (15th June) will get immediate zero as well as demerit points. No excuses (or further extensions) will be entertained.

Thank you.


Best Regards
Roger Vu
Crescent Girls' School

Holy shit.
I was away, and I'm not done yet.
I already emailed him about my holiday, but somehow I have a feeling that he won't care.
As he said, "No excuses (or further extensions) will be entertained."
I'm in deep trouble.
LSCEP is the only subject I can score in, and now I'm going to get an F.
Or even a U.
Oh gosh.

Moving on.

Homework is only about halfway done, and its already nearing the last week of the holidays.
There's Band on Monday to Wednesday, and on Thursday, I have to do my Chinese Project.
Maybe I'll start on my Homework Marathon.
I just hope that the side effects won't be as bad as the first, and previous, time.

Moving on.

I finally have all 3 books of the Magic Thief series.
I knew entering that shady bookshop was a good idea.
I also managed to get the third and fourth book of the Nicholas Flamel series.
I wanted to get the Artemis Fowl series, but my mom said I already bought too many books.
Oh well.

Moving on.

My mom finally bought a new jacket in Perth.
It was supposed to be mine.
But then, my sister started complaining.
Elder sister, by the way.
She said that she had her current jacket since she was Primary 6, so she wanted a new one.
The thing is, it still fits her.
Mine doesn't.
The moment I stretch, my jacket becomes a 3-quarter jacket.
So now, the jacket that my mom bought for me is shared between the three of us.
Which is a really stupid idea, since we can count the jacket to be my younger sister's one now.
Not because she's a female dog that hogs it.
Its only because my elder sister will probably stick to her jacket, so that she can complain to my mom about me or my younger sister hogging it all the time.
Also, she gave her jacket to my younger brother.
The reason why it wasn't my jacket which was passed down to my younger brother was because this happened when I was bathing.
In other words, I had no say in what happened.

Right, this post has been long enough.
Time to rush off my LSCEP.
Hopefully my reason is reasonable enough.

Well, I'm flying off to Perth tomorrow.
I'm really excited.
Its going to be really fun, since everyone will be there.
Anyway, now I know why my sisters are always on their iPhone.
Its surprisingly addictive.
Luckily for me, I'm someone that gets bored of games really fast, so I'm not really hooked onto it. Not yet, my sister says.
[Backspaced.]

I wonder when I can write out everything without deleting them...

My helper just caught a bird.
It was perched on our window grille.
She showed it to us, and my cousin, Fiona, went to take a picture.
Then we let it out of the window, and it half flew, half fell.
It survived, though.
Thank God for that.

I'm starting to return to my former self.
I'm starting to think around in circles once again.
I'm starting to think less profoundly.
I'm starting to type in the same fashion I used to type.
I'm starting to write short stories.
I'm starting to stalk.

And I don't know why.

Why does it seem like I have no control over my own mind?
Why does it seem like my mind controls itself?
Why does it seem like I know nothing about myself?
Why does it seem like I'm just a vessel which has a separate controller somewhere?
Why does it seem like things that I do just happen without me being aware of it?

Why do I seem to be a slave of my own mind?

This is probably the worst conversation I had with my mom, without the scolding.

Mom: Your fringe is very long.
Me: Yeah, I know.
Mom: Okay, I will bring you to cut it when we come back from Perth. Or maybe we can cut it in some place in Perth.
Me: Okay. I don't want any funny cutting okay.
Mom: Then I shall ask them to cut short hair for you, okay?
Me: NO. NONONONONO.
Mom: But I miss how you looked like with short hair. So too bad, I decide.
Me: But its my hair!
Mom: But its my money.

Ohmygosh.
I don't want to have short hair.
I'll look weird.
And I don't need to be, in any way, weirder than I already am.

Tonight is the last night my cousins are staying over for this period of time.
The good news is that I'm going to Perth soon, so we'll all be together again.
Another piece of bad news would be that I can't go for the clique outing on Friday, because I have to pack for the Perth trip.
I wish I could go, because this is probably the only outing that I will have with them.

It hurts.
The more I look, the more it hurts.
Its a soft, stabbing pain.
Although I said "soft", the impact is hard.
When will it go away?

I cut my arm.
It wasn't intentional.
I was walking up the hill from my trip to 7-11, and then I tripped.
I didn't fall, but I lost my balance and hit somewhere, and something scratched me.
That's how I got my cut.
Its not that big, but its deep.
I don't think it was a screw, since there was no rust on my arm, and all the screws around me at that point of time were seemingly safe.
But its hurts.
A lot.
And it just so happened to be my left shoulder again.
How wonderful.

Oh gosh, I am so thankful that she can't see my blog.
Putting the pop-up password was really a good idea.
If she saw my posts, I think things would be a lot more complicated.
I wonder how I would be able to resolve things.
This is getting troublesome and annoying.
Luckily, nothing went wrong this afternoon.
Or at least, nothing that noticeable.
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Other people are starting to notice more things from my blog.
This is getting very, very dangerous.
I should really decide on something quickly.
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All thanks to the worst command ever when it is used against you, View Source, many hidden things can be found out in my blog.
This includes my password, hidden texts in my blog and my screwed coding.
I should find something to prevent that.
Once I finish my homework, that is.
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Speaking of homework, this is the third time my computer shut down all of a sudden because of the charger having a little problem here and there, and caused me to lose some parts of my Flash Assignment.
At this rate, I'll never finish it.
That's really horrible for me, because LSCEP is probably the only subject I can ace.
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I'm leading a very unhealthy lifestyle now.
Compared to my Primary School life.
Secondary Schools can really change people.
I just hope things change soon.
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Sometimes I wonder if I should follow my heart or my mind.
Technically, our heart would be controlled by feelings, so in other words, we'll be acting on impulse and with no clear thoughts. Basically, we would be very rash.
Our mind, however, would be thinking through things, which means that things would be thought out, therefore, we wouldn't be acting on impulse.
From this, we can see that it is actually wiser to follow our mind.
The downside is that, sometimes, our mind tends to over think things.
Wrong actions would be taken then.
Now, do you understand my dilemma?
I really have no idea what to do.
Although what my heart and my mind tells me to do for that matter is completely different, they both seem correct to me.
I really have no idea what to do.
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I don't want to bother Grace anymore about this problem.
I can tell she's getting a little fed up.
I'm silently hoping that I can talk to ____________ about this.
Then again, it might be a wrong decision.
Maybe I should learn to rely on myself more.
I'm becoming too dependent.
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I should return to being the girl who kept everything to herself.
Back to the girl who could not place any more than 70% of her trust to anyone.
Back to the girl who could deceive others so well.
But is that what I really want?
It goes back to the Heart/Mind problem again.

Too cute. Way too cute.
Just when I thought it stood a chance.
It just had to prove me wrong.
Maybe next year.
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Section Outing.

So, today, we finally had a section outing.
It started off with us meeting at 11, at Bugis MRT Station.
Amazingly, although I was slightly late, I was the second to arrive.
First was Mun Yun, then Grace came along a few minutes after me.
Tha Yang took quite a while to come, though.
After that, we went for lunch at the Food Junction.
Grace had Yong Tao Fu, while Mun Yun and I shared 1 Beef Pepper Lunch Set.
Remind me never to let her cook the beef.
Tha Yang didn't eat anything.
After that, once we met Sherlene, we just went to walk around.
So all we were doing was shopping and browsing through shops.
Then, we went to take Neoprints.
It was a very failed one.
Why?
Firstly, it cost $12 for just 6 pictures.
Secondly, the pictures we took were really weird.
Thirdly, we didn't get to decorate finish, because Sherlene tapped some button that asked us if we wanted to end it. Since we all didn't understand Japanese, we just chose one, and it turned out to be "yes". So all the pictures ended up weird.
In conclusion, it was a waste of money.
After that, we went back to the Food Junction, because old Tha Yang was tired.
Then, we walked around more, and we went home.

It sounds a little dry and boring, but it was actually quite fun.
I just wish we chose the shops to go into more carefully.
I spent about $20 during this outing.

Money spent today:
Lunch: $3.60 (Pepper Lunch) + $1.40 (Drink) = $5
Sherlyn's Gloomy Keychain (will be paid back): $5.90
Neoprints: $2.40
Gobstoppers: $1.80
Notebook: $5.40
Stickers: $4.25
Total: $24.75
Excluding Sherlyn's gift, it would be $18.85 spent today.
This was all because we entered that stationary shop.
My reward money from Mid Years is going to be used up really soon.
I'll post the pictures here later.
Some of them, at least.

This is bad.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that I should dislike her.
I don't know why.
All of a sudden it irritates me.
A lot.
The problem now lies with me.
Only me.
Not her, not anyone else.
If I just had a different kind of attitude, this would be so much easier.
I'm probably one of the hardest people to convince, when it comes to more major things.
That's a big problem.
How can I resolve this without convincing myself that convincing myself is not a form of lying to myself?
How can I change certain mindsets that I have been living with for fourteen years?
How can I sort things out within myself if I can't do it myself, but I'm not willing to let just anyone come to my aid?
Where does the root of the problem lie now?
I know it is within me, but exactly where?
I'm running out of time.
In another two months or so, at the most, the chains will unlock.
Also, we're meeting tomorrow.
What if I can't control my feelings?
What if I let them take over once again?
What if history repeats itself?
What if that weirdly built empire breaks down?
What if the image that they have of me becomes distorted?
What if I make things a lot more complicated?
What if things go toward the path of the worst case scenario?
What if chaos strikes?
What should I do now?
Hopefully, after typing this, an answer will just come into my head.
And then, I can officially begin.
My recovery plan.

So, from today onwards, its Study Time from 10 to 12.30, and 2 to 5.
I guess it would help me complete my homework a lot faster, since I will be away for a long time during the holidays.
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I'm starting to take action in "that issue".
However, its not working.
It seems like I need to ask Grace for advice again.
Or maybe someone else, since she's hardly online.
I could ask her tomorrow, but it would be hard to do so without getting noticed by the others.
Oh well, I will work something out.
Her answer to my question just helped by a slight little bit.
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I never knew Resident Evil could be such a fun game to play when there's a lot of people.
But its only because its not really scary.
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Yesterday, we watched Case 39.
It was supposed to be a Horror Movie.
Initially, it didn't seem that scary.
Then, as we watched on further, we became really scared.
However, as we looked back and thought, we realised that it was just the suspense of it all.
And the way those people died.
It was gruesome.
Especially the hornets.
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Alright, its time to play Resident Evil.
Or at least, watch Benjamin and Elaine play Resident Evil.
Maybe its just for the sake of escaping the conversation.
I told her not to continue it.
She just had to.
Now, I don't know how to continue.
I can't leave things this way, because it feels wrong.
I can't do anything, because it does not seem to be the right thing to do.
Or maybe its just that I don't dare to.

Well, it seems like the problem should be better now.
Someone helped her solve them.
At least, I think so.
However, things will still be awkward between us till I solve my part of the problem.
I guess I have to do "that" soon.
I just wish I am able to do it.
I guess before I go into battle with her, I have to go into battle with my own mind first.
This would be what I dread the most.
My greatest fear.
That side of myself which no one knows.

Well, cycling today was fun.
I'm still really amazed by our speed.
Okay, time to bathe.
Since hardly anyone is online, I shall read after this.

My elder sister is a bloody bimbotic bitch who only cares for herself.

I really didn't mean for it to be this way.
I was really trying to sort things out, but I guess I was too slow.
I'm really sorry for doing all those stupid things.
I guess they added lots of fuel to the fire.
However, I just couldn't keep quiet about it.
I had to do something.
I'm sorry I chose the wrong thing to do.
Even after Grace told me what to do, I just couldn't.
I didn't dare to.
Not with me being in the current state that I am in.
Confused.
Stressed.
I'm really sorry, and I really don't know why it became like this.
I know you can't see this, but I can't see what you wrote too.
I know its related to this topic.
I know roughly what you are thinking too.
I don't know if you know what I am thinking, though.
I'm too tired to use Telepathy.
Anyway, all you need to know is that I'm really, really sorry about this.

So I lost my files.
AGAIN.
Why does this always happen when I forget to create my backups?
Now I have to ask for an extension for Flash, because its practically impossible for me to finish it within the day, unless I do a really crappy one which would look a lot like the example he used to show us the Project Requirements in the PowerPoint Slide.
I can't sit down here for the whole day, just doing Flash.
Its beyond me.
There are too many distracting things, in both the Virtual and Real World.

Things are getting dangerous.
I should keep my blog dead.
Or post elsewhere.
Then again, it would defeat the purpose of this blog.

So today was spent with my family.
My mom came home in the morning, which woke me up at about 8.
Then I went to do Flash.
You have no idea how much time I spent on it, just changing my idea and doing all sorts of nonsensical stuff which seemed reasonable at that moment.
By the time I went to VivoCity to watch Prince of Persia, which was about 11.30, I was back to square one.
Basically, I wasted 3 hours of my life just going back and forth on my Flash Assignment.
The movie was good, though.
Before that, we had lunch at a Japanese restaurant.
The Golden Mushrooms wrapped in Bacon/Beef were really good.
After the movie, we went back home, and my dad and my elder sister went to take a nap.
My mom, my younger sister, my younger brother and I then went to play Pictionary.
As expected, the team of Sherlyn and I was invincible.
We won, though not very easily, as Sherlyn couldn't understand what I was drawing, and we kept rolling really small numbers.
Then, we played Charades with the Pictionary cards.
It was really fun, and I lost to my mom by 1 point.
After that, I went to continue a little on my Flash Assignment.
I didn't make much progress, though.
Then we went to Popular in ex-Ginza, where I bought the new book by Rick Riordan (Author of the Percy Jackson BOOK series), and the second book of The Magic Thief by Sarah Prineas.
Next, we went to NUS High for dinner, which was MacDonalds, but it was closed.
So, we headed on to West Coast Park, and did a drive-thru.
After that, we headed home and watched Beyond A Reasonable Doubt.
It was really good, with an awesome twist in the end.
However, it was too thrilling for me.
The suspense was just too much.
This is why I prefer Comedies.
After that, I came on to my computer, and here I am, typing this.
Okay, this is all.
For the record, and because I really want to say it, ____________, I miss you.
I really can't wait for that day.

Mixed Post 1.

Band in the past 3 days has been really fun.
Really, really fun.
These are times when I really wish that our lives were recorded, and we can just play it back when we want to see it again.
We can't rely on Human Memory.
Memories get distorted and forgotten very easily.
Each time we recall something, there's always a small bit of it that becomes distorted, or forgotten.
This is why we have video cameras.
But they don't last very long.
Hence my wish.


Now I miss ____________. A lot.
I'll see this particular person soon, anyway.
And in case you didn't notice, I've stopped using white to conceal things.
Why? Because its too obvious and easily seen.
Its better to let people wonder and think about who ____________ is.
Maybe they'll ask me who it is, and guess.
It would be really amusing to see what they're guesses are.


Music can be really distracting when doing your Flash Assignment.
I keep clicking in beat, and then I lose count.
Then, I have to restart all over again.
At least I have a couple of ideas now.
I was going to use my Chalkboard idea, but then I found out that Rui Ying beat me to it.
That's sad, because the Chalkboard idea was the one that required the least effort.
It would also score high.
So now I have to do my other idea that I refuse to disclose until the deadline for Flash is over.
All you need to know is that its awesome to me and its hard to do.
And it hurts your eyes like crazy.
My degree is going to go up by another 100.


Thankfully, there's such thing as a Backspace button.
If I were to write this in a diary, like what kids did 30 years ago, I'd probably run out of paper by the end of 1 week.
And 90% of it would be filled with cancellations, because I don't think there was such thing as Correction Tape yet.



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Maybe I should have separated the posts.

Looks like the Project will have to be put on hold.
I was looking forward to it, though.

The Game of Life.

The Game has become a lot more complicated.
I just had to lose my Observer status and become a Player.
Looks like this will be a tough battle.
If I win this, the rewards will be great.
A lot of Experience Points will be gained.
This will really help me to Level Up.
However, it is of no use to me, if I were to regain my Observer status.
Continuing as a Player would be an option, but I don't really want that to happen.
It would just land me into Quests like this.


On a side note, I have started researching on how to create my RPG/MMORPG.
I should start on Flash soon.

And so it begins.
This will be interesting.

I'm starting to think that my blog is unvisited.
Maybe its time to start on that little "project" of mine.
It should be safe now.

Great. I can't move my left arm too much now.
Somehow, I managed to do something which made the joint crack the wrong way, and now it hurts when I move it too abruptly.
This is annoying. Its quite hard to type with moving only a little bit.
At least it wasn't my right arm, or I wouldn't be able to even write.