I'm starting to return to my former self.
I'm starting to think around in circles once again.
I'm starting to think less profoundly.
I'm starting to type in the same fashion I used to type.
I'm starting to write short stories.
I'm starting to stalk.

And I don't know why.

Why does it seem like I have no control over my own mind?
Why does it seem like my mind controls itself?
Why does it seem like I know nothing about myself?
Why does it seem like I'm just a vessel which has a separate controller somewhere?
Why does it seem like things that I do just happen without me being aware of it?

Why do I seem to be a slave of my own mind?