I swear I'm becoming weirder by the day.
Just today in Band, I kept coughing, and I couldn't control it.
You might think "Big deal. *Rolls eyes*"
But this is actually the first time for me, so it is a big deal.
Next, when I got my parents angry, I actually felt really bad and guilty.
And a little scared.
On other occasions, I don't really feel scared, maybe a little bad.
But this time, it was so intense, I felt like crying.
Now, I'm in this really weird mood where all I feel like doing is lying on my bed and crying.
The weird thing is that I don't know what I'm sad over.
On the other hand, I want to finish my homework.
And I actually made some progress.
So my mood is somewhat contradicting itself now.
Maybe something to do with ____________?
Oh gosh, this is annoying.