Wistfulness

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

"Amongst all my children, the one I worry about the most is you, you know."

"This is exactly why I need to worry about you."

"Because you're super easy to bully."


Seriously, I wonder when the day will come when I stop getting these comments.
In order, they're from my mom, my elder sister, and then from Grace and Tha Yang.
Well I'm quite used to hearing my mom and my sisters calling me weird and being worried for me, just because of the fact that I've never had a crush on a guy and in my earlier days I was scared of them. Well in fact I still kind of am nevermind.
But well, I never thought of myself as being someone easy to bully.
Its quite amazing, both the facts that I'm actually perceived as one, and that I've never thought that way while almost everyone else has.
Ah well.


Anyway I think the Japan Trip has done something to my body system such that I get tired at 11 pm sharp.
I think its something to do with rooming with a person that sleeps before 11 most of the time.


Being home, not meeting everyone that went for the Japan Trip every day, not seeing Mun Yun every night, not seeing Tha Yang, Grace, Tatiana and Prim almost every night, seeing everyone else that was back in Singapore, it all feels weird.
Yes, I do miss everyone.
I do miss the trip a lot.
I think I've gotten used to life during the Japan Trip.
I guess by Friday, I'll be back to normal.
Or maybe even tomorrow.
Considering the fact that I have tuition tomorrow.


Bedtime.
Sort of.