Wistfulness

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I can't believe I didn't post about this.
My trumpet's name is Ace.
I don't want to call him Wallace, since he isn't.
So he's Ace :D
Anyway, I'm uploading the Thailand OCIP pictures now.
Late, right?
I know that too.
They were since the start of March.
And now's the last day of July.
Ah. Just woke up.
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE CHAIN!
Sometimes I wonder if I'm more excited than you about your birthday.
Oh well.
I gave her the Panda Girl stickers in the end.
I have a feeling I'm going to go back to Stationary Island very soon.
I wonder if I'll last 2 weeks.
My money shall be dwindling at a rapid speed now.
:(
Anyway, we played Wind and Tree today.
I feel like killing Mun Yun for making me play 1st Trumpet.
Its so high.
But then again, the 2nd Trumpet notes were really high too.
It must be the song.
细水长流 was nice.
Especially since Mrs Chua wanted only one person to play the Solo part.
Nobody was fine, I suppose.
But its not very nice. Quite a disappointment.
Oh yes. National Anthem.
I seriously hope we can play it better.
Anyway, my mom finally bought muffins.
MUFFINS~ <3
Its been a long time, Muffins.
I sound like I'm calling a pet or something.
And we have cookies! :D
And cake!
Muahahaha I love my home.
There's chocolate too :D As usual.
Oh and I found another jar of Nutella.
Just in time too.
I just finished the first one.
So now I have 2 full jars.
8D Its time to eat Nutella again.
Forget it, its too late.
I want to sleep.
I'm done with Grace's present.
AND I DON'T WANT TO GIVE THE STICKERS! :(
But I guess I'll ask her to choose which one.
:(
NEVER MIND, EVELYN TAY, YOU CAN ALWAYS GET MORE!
...But the pain of spending my money...
It hurts.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Well, today wasn't that bad.
Geography test wasn't as bad as I had expected.
At least, I answered everything, and finished with 5 minutes to spare.
LSCEP was surprisingly fast.
All I remember was talking to Hanna and reading FML through her computer, while typing down what he said.
And using Google to search for what I didn't catch.
Math was just going through. Not too bad, considering the fact that she went so slow, I could sleep.
English was fun, since we were doing group work, and we were creating stories.
I really love English now.
Lastly, Science was fun, since we did group work, and it was simple.
Really simple.
After school, Grace, Tracy and I went to Jurong Point.
Oh and before that, I took a video of class.
Mainly about Hanna.
I'll definitely be posting it on Facebook.
Tonight.
So, Evelyn Tay, remember. REMEMBER.
I seem to be self reminding myself on my blog a lot these days.
Oh well.
Anyway, Jurong Point is my new favourite shopping mall.
The items there, albeit expensive, are so awesome.
I'm also surprised by my level on control today.
I only bought 3 packets of stickers, 1 of which MIGHT be given to Grace.
Wait. I have to give it to her.
I shall, will and must.
Anyway, after buying "my cousin's present", we (Grace and I) ate a donut, and we (the three of us) went back to school.
We ate dinner, and sat in for the presentation of the first batch.
It was surprisingly fun in class.
Everyone seemed a lot higher at night.
So overall, the presentations were fun.
Hoho since we don't have a lot of homework, I think, I shall post Grace's battle.
In a short while.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

I hate Geography.
Its so hard.
And the weird thing is that I might be taking it next year.
I'm still hoping to get my ideal combination, though.
Triple Science, Literature+SS, Higher Chinese.
But one Humanities only isn't safe, right?
Play count, play count.
How can you be so pressurizing?
Its amazing how I must have my play count even all the time.
As in, all the songs within a playlist must have the same play count.
I can't believe that I'm actually such a perfectionist when it comes to trivial, insignificant matters like these.
How weird.
But, like my password says, I am weird.
Oh yes.
Next year, when the Sec 4s, current Sec 3s, graduate, I will NOT play any solo at all.
Its way too scary.
I'll make sure everything will go to Sherlene or Grace or Prim.
Why the sudden decision?
Well actually I kind of decided on this for a long time already.
And today, when Mr Chua went through Nobody, Mun Yun and Tha Yang went off to somewhere.
The toilet, I think.
So I was left being the only person playing Section C.
It was... freaky.
Luckily I didn't have some massive panic attack.
I must be getting better at controlling it.
Anyway, its just scary.
I have no idea how all the other seniors do it.

Right. Geography test tomorrow.
Its time to mug.
We're having a LORMS question, and I want to get my 6/6.
Or at least a 4/6.
Surprised by how early I am at home?
I even bathed already.
Well, it wasn't because I took a cab.
Neither was it because the bus sped.
Suyi's parents sent me home.
They're really nice.
Since they could recognise me, they immediately insisted that they send me home.
I'm really thankful towards them.

Anyway, why I had to go home by myself.
Because both my parents can't send me home.
I really hate the companies they're working for.
My mom just came home from Hong Kong today.
She came home at 5+.
And when I reached home at 6.40, my siblings just told me that she had gone out for a business dinner to entertain some clients.
In other words, her stupid company won't let her rest, and insists that she has to continue working, despite just coming back from a business trip.
And my dad.
You all know how the normal end time for work is at 5?
Well, my dad's "normal" would be at 7+.
Correction: his "early".
I know, the 5 o clock rule doesn't really apply to the people that are of a higher position, like my dad.
But still, he comes home at 9+ nearly 10 everyday.
Except on days when he has to fetch me, and even so, if he does, he comes at 7.30.
Normally my mom fetches me, since she ends earlier than him.
But that's only because she has intensive working sessions.
By "intensive", I mean going for one meeting after another, and only having time for occasional toilet breaks.
I really wish they didn't have to work their butts out.

...Maybe I shouldn't be writing about my parents' worklives.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I think the Band members in my level will be a lot weirder now.
Its going to start off with nicknames.
So far,
Rui Yin = Kanring
Alex = Wonria (Maybe)
Janelyn = Tanjan (Maybe)
Me = Taylyn

Yeah, we're getting a lot weirder.
Finally.
Its Thursday tomorrow.
It starts off with a two period English lesson.
Not too bad.
Then its recess.
Then we have a three period Music lesson.
I like Music lessons.
Its in the air-con, we can sit on the floor, and we slack, sort of.
And its not hard.
Unless she makes us sing or dance.
After Music lesson, would be a three period D&T lesson.
I love D&T, in general.
I love drawing out sketches, once I have the ideas.
I love coming up with crazy ideas.
But I hate the place, and what we'll have to do tomorrow.
The D&T room is incredible.
Its hot, humid, filthy, smelly, and dusty.
All thanks to Mr Chan.
But I won't elaborate on this.
Tomorrow, we'll be doing our Cardboard draft.
I don't want to do that.
I don't really enjoy creating things like that.
I'm a lazy person.
Drawing out everything is so much easier, faster and cleaner.
But I suppose since we're working with wood this time, it would be better.
After this would be Lunch.
It'll be as crowded as ever.
Then we have our two period PBL session.
I really dread PBL now.
We're going to start on our website.
Which means, I have to take on one of life's greatest challenges for me: starting something.
I'm going to have to start making the website.
And sadly, I do NOT like what will happen to our website.
It is completely different from what I have mentally pictured in my mind.
Somehow, just because we're doing on Underprivileged Kids, my groupmates have the idea that everything must be kiddy.
What I had in mind was a more professional website.
Not some weird website, albeit cute, that is drawn in crayon and paint.
I should never have introduced ArtRage to them.
Now Tiny Michelle is drawing everything using that program.
Which results in the crayon effect.
I really wish I worked in the same group as Hanna.
It would have been a lot better, and working with her is fun.
Anyway, after PBL session, is Band.
Finally.
I wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow.
Also, Grace would have to make a decision by tomorrow.
I wonder what she'll pick.
Although I do wish she would join us again, staying in the French Horn section has its benefits too.

Anyway, La Corda has awesome music.
And there's no denying that fact.
Salut d'Amour is awesome.
Pity I can't download it somehow.
Argh. I think I'll do a backup Section Board.
After D&T.
Oh my. I have exactly 500 songs in my iTunes now.
I feel so tired.
I actually slept during tuition.
I know how I always sleep during class, but tuition is a different matter.
For the first time, I slept during tuition.
I can't believe it.
Anyway, I suppose I have to do D&T now.
But since that one is just because I want to get more marks...
I might do it later.
But LOL (Laws of Life) Essay is due on Friday.
Oh well, I'll do it later.
Anyway, Grace might be going to JP with me on Friday.
Rats. I hope she won't suspect anything.
Anyway, I'm planning on making the class give their presents from them to me, so I can pass it all to her on Saturday.
For two reasons.
One, Saturday is her real birthday.
Two, it would be fun to see what her reaction if she finds out that "everyone didn't know it was her birthday". And she doesn't get any presents.
So yes, Evelyn Tay, remember to send out the email.
Or the whole thing will be ruined.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

This is the first time I'm actually planning out everything in detail.
On Friday, I shall (hopefully) go to Jurong Point with Amanda and Hanna and other people.
Since we end school at 2, we shall take lunch and leave school at around 2.45.
Then, we can stay in Jurong Point and shop.
I don't know about the rest (if they're even coming), but I'm going to buy Grace's present.
Yay I can say this safely, since she doesn't come to my blog.
I just hope that I can control myself there, since I'll be visiting places like Artbox, Stationary Island and Popular.
I don't want to spend all of that money which I've been saving for so long.
Anyway, hopefully I can get something cheap and nice, which is quite a tall order, considering the fact that everything there would be quite expensive, and I have a very extreme definition of "cheap".
I hope Jymie can buy the stickers, so she can help me buy some.
That'll save a little of my money.
Anyway, its getting late, and I'm really lazy to do D&T.
Somehow, each week, I have something to write about D&T.
Oh well.

"Each time I see the orange flashing light, I hope to see your name there...

...But it never happens, does it?"
Its time to change some things.
The picture up there is loading too slowly.
I'll have to change it.
My password is old.
Maybe I'll change it, since I really do like this password.
I'll consider redoing the whole of my blogskin too.

Anyway, I can't believe I forgot my dream last night.
I didn't record it down.
And now I can't recollect anything about it apart from something like a competition, and Grace and Mun Yun was inside.
And it was daytime.
Pity, I'm very sure it was an awesome dream.
Oh well, maybe I'll remember it halfway through something.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to Thursday, Band time.
Mainly because I want to play Xi Shui Chang Liu.
Its a nice and relatively easy song, once you get used to the speed.
But to get to that point of time, I have to go through tomorrow and Thursday's lessons.
Which reminds me, I still haven't discussed about D&T with Tiny Michelle.
Also, if Thursday comes, we're a lot closer to Friday.
And I don't want Friday to come.
I think I'll stay in school all the way till its time for the PBL Showcase.
I don't care if I'm all dirty and sweaty from Mass Run earlier in the day.
...Okay maybe I'll feel really gross, but I don't want to go back home and come back to school.
And I most definitely do not want to change out of my uniform and wear another set again.
Its just going to waste money, since detergent and water is only obtainable through money, and time is money.
Don't tell me to wear back the same uniform.
It won't make much of a difference from bathing and not bathing then.

Argh. I'm somehow looking forward to taking a test.
I can't wait for Friday's Geography test.
It must be the feeling of wanting to get it over and done with.
Not the mugger feeling.
I, Evelyn Tay, can't be a mugger.
That has been proven countless numbers of times.

Well, I suppose I should start on Science, then do some Chinese.
This post has been a lot longer than I expected, but oh well.
I like long posts.
Today wasn't such a bad day.
For starters, Mass Run wasn't as tiring, somehow.
But my heart rate was higher than normal.
168 per minute.
Its usually around 150.
Anyway, I'm glad to say that Grace and I aren't the slowest.
Technically, Mun Yun and Debbie are slower than the two of us.
Anyway, lessons were boring.
During CME, we had that PBL Showcase Dry Run, and Su En didn't bring the thumbdrive.
So we went to redo everything.
I feel kind of bad, since I didn't help much.
Anyway, during Science, we went through the answers, and I just slept through half the lesson.
Chinese was fun, since we did Oral and Chinese Summary.
Math was fun too, for the first time this semester.
We did Pythagoras Theorem, and we worked in groups.
The main reason it was fun was because Grace was in my group, and we both knew everything already.
Chinese Oral was fine, I suppose.
Its the first time a teacher didn't ask me questions.
I don't know if that's a good sign or not.
Anyway, I managed to buy someone's present.
And Amanda's more-than-3-months-overdue present.
But the trip home was bad.
I almost got knocked down by a taxi, and tripped over some construction thing.
Luckily I have a good enough sense of balance.
I should start studying soon.

Monday, July 26, 2010

I feel worse.
A lot worse.
I don't have a fever (I think), but I have a headache.
I keep coughing, and the weather is freezing.
Its cold.
I keep sneezing.
My siblings are getting annoyed.
But this isn't enough to get an MC.
I hope I have Stomach Flu tomorrow.
Or Pneumonia.
But I don't want to die yet.

"Because you saved me. So I'll live for you."
I feel like getting an MC for tomorrow.
I seriously feel very stressed.
I'm going to have to stand during Chinese tomorrow.
I can't complete it.
I just can't.
With the PBL Showcase, its impossible.
You know what, I think I'll have to post the dreams like on Wednesday or Friday.
I seriously have no time.
I have no idea why I'm even blogging instead of doing Science.
Anyway, today was kind of bad.
In English, all we did was learn what to do for the PBL Showcase this Friday.
And thanks to Miss Shakina's great idea of wanting us to show her our presentations tomorrow, I have to rush it out now.
I have no idea why I told them I could do it.
I'm not SuperWoman or Iron Woman.
My brain has to understand that it has to think about my body sometimes.
Anyway, PE was boring.
The only nice part was playing against Mao and Hanna.
Then was Math.
It was boring.
Mrs Liu caught me sleeping like 5 times or so.
But I finished the work, so its fine to me.
Then came Chinese.
I'm going to fail that test.
I only did 2 questions of the Li Jie Wen Da.
Tomorrow we have to do Pian Duan Shuo Xie.
Which is why I need to sleep early today, but looks like its impossible.
Literature was... average.
It was better than the other lessons, at least.
We did a practice question. And I like doing those.
After all these, I went to practice Chinese Oral.
It was horrible.
I couldn't read so many words.
Anyway, I went for Band after that.
Yes, a stupid decision.
But I really thought I would do my homework there.
I ended up playing, though.
It wasn't very productive.
I played with the Sec 1s with Mr Lee.
If I went for Sectionals, it probably would have been a lot more productive.
Anyway, it was quite fun.
But a lot of time was consumed.
In the end, after Band, I went to do my homework with Hadassah.
But I did the wrong worksheet.
So I practically wasted my time.
Anyway, I should have just gone home by myself.
My dad came at 7.40.
That's a new record.
So now I'm stuck here rushing out everything.
I shouldn't have gone for Band.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Grace's battle.
Oh forget it, can I post tomorrow, or later?
I really need to do my homework and upload the pictures.
Today was... well... not that bad, I suppose.
It started off with me waking up 2 hours late.
So I didn't get to finish my homework in the end.
Anyway, Lunch was really late.
I only started eating at 12.30.
And, knowing my speed of eating, I only finished at 1.
So, as a result, I reached school at around 1.20.
Anyway, next, we practiced, and had "Sectionals".
Well, mainly we were just playing around and taking pictures.
Then came the time to move off.
The bus trip was alright.
I had Sherlene's phone to entertain me.
Then, we reached the area.
And we got new tags! They look much nicer.
Next, we went to the Dressing Room.
It was simply amazing.
Even the toilets looked amazing.
For a look of how it looked like, just search on Facebook.
Anyway, we then moved on to the Tuning Room at 4.15, I think.
After that, we headed back to the Dressing Room, and stayed there for a while.
Then came the time to play.
I honestly think we played better during SIBF.
Anyway, no point dwelling over it.
Then, we headed out and went to watch the Awards Ceremony.
It was nice.
But there was this lady that was doing her job really well.
She scolded me twice for using my camera.
And then she practically marked me.
She kept her eyes on me all the time, watching me like a hawk.
But I was allowed to use it when the Ceremony started, so its fine.
Anyway, Prim left early, so in the end, I was all alone in the bus.
After we came back to school, we packed up and left.
There's no Band tomorrow.
Oh but before we left, I had to take a couple of pictures of the trophy and people.
Then, while waiting for Grace's parents, because she insisted that I can't walk to the bus stop alone, we took pictures.
Couple shots, to be more exact.
Then, Grace's parents ended up sending me all the way home instead.
Thanks, Grace and Grace's parents :D
After that, when I was at home, I changed out and got bored, so I took a picture of my uniform.
And I know its really messy, but its not so easy to make it like that.
Then I ate half a pizza for dinner (it didn't get burnt because I didn't microwave it; my helper did), and here I am, typing this.
Now it shall be time for the next part of my dream yesterday.
Oh last night's dream was just me teleporting all over the place, running errands.
Yep. Nothing special.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I never knew one day could make such a big difference.

Anyway. My dream.
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It started off with some cut scene, like a massive storm.
Something like the storm in Noah's Ark.
And then sunlight came 400 days later.
Peace came to Zaar (the world this dream is in).
Then 400 years later, a single piece of yellow dress came down from the sky.
It landed in the Town of Tus.
All the townspeople gathered and looked at it.
No one dared to come towards it, as it was smoking.
Then, as though possessed, a small little Grace came forward and touched it.
Then an evil purple aura surrounded her and she became evil.
And then the words appeared.
So yes, this is a video game dream!
Anyway, what happened next was that I woke up in a cottage room.
Typical video game beginning.
Then, I saw Prim in my cottage.
And she was like "Ah, Hajura, you've finally awoken! Hurry now, Zovvon is waiting for you."
"Yes, Mama Qohl."
So Prim was my mother.
And her name was Qohl, the same as the Alice in Wonderland series.
Oh yes, I didn't post the summary yet.
Oh well, another time.
Anyway,
Csynerik = Jae Young
Hobbizu = Tha Yang
Zovvon = Mun Yun
Hajura = Me
Ciget = Grace
Jadonaha = Sherlene
Qohl = Prim
Jububob = Tatiana
Bittebbi = Hadassah

But not everyone appeared in this dream.
Anyway, back to the story.
Apparently, I was a male.
Yes, I didn't look anything like what I do in reality.
I looked like Wallace! :D
Which was weird.
But anyway, I left the house and found Koji at my doorstep.
And apparently, that was Mun Yun aka Zovvon.
So we went out to the woods together to play.
And then we saw Grace in the yellow dress.

Grace did some evil laughter that was really high pitched and witch-like.
Then she stuck out her hand towards the bushes and Tatiana fell out.
She was covered in lots of battle wounds.
Then Grace screeched something like "I'll be back" and flew away. Whee~
But anyway, Mun Yun and I rushed towards Tatiana and asked if she was okay.
And, lucky for her, she looked like her normal self.
We brought her to Tas's hospital and saw Hadassah there.
She then did some crazy healing technique.
The whole place turned a green shade, and then the energy concentrated on Tatiana.
Then the light faded, and Tatiana's wounds were gone.
And she was sleeping.
Then,
And 2 seconds later, Mun Yun and I fell to the ground.
TIME LAPSE
The next thing I knew, we were at the forest again, and this time, Mun Yun, Tatiana and Tha Yang was there.
And we had classes!
Tatiana was a Magician, Tha Yang was a Short Blader, and Mun Yun was an Archer.
And I was a Swordsman.
Oh yes, Tha Yang looked like her normal self.
Anyway, we were facing a Zombie Bear.
Then, Mun Yun used Skill: Holy Arrow, and we defeated it.
And the we leveled up!
Tha Yang became Level 62, Tatiana became Level 66, Mun Yun became Level 78, and I became Level 79. Whee highest level~
Anyway, Tatiana started giving directions.
Soon, we found Grace.
She wasn't in the Yellow Dress of Doom.
Then, she started pleading us to let her follow, and saying something like how that yellow dress would choose another owner, and she had to be the owner since she was the only one that could control it now.
So we let her come along.
Then we had to meet some Elder Necromancer.
So we started going around, and then we met him.
He gave us this weird spell and blessing, and then we had water guns.
Then, he showed us to this secret passage, where its infested with high leveled monsters, and if we defeat them, not only would we level up a lot, we would also have a straight path to the Yellow Dress of Doom, and the Ray Gun of Creation.
It was the fastest and most direct way to destroy the YDD, so we accepted it.
Then, we were transported into some high tech tunnel with cells, but all the bars were gone.
And in each of the 10 cells, contained one monster from Level 80 to 120.
Immediately, we started attacking them.
Since there were 5 of us, each of us had to take on 2 monsters.
Okay, this is the long part.
Tatiana's battle first.
She started summoning thunderclouds and icicles, and rained them on the first monster.
It was Level 98, so she couldn't afford to get hit.
However, she forgot to check what type it was, and apparently, it was an Ice type.
So, her attacks were useless, as they weren't effective.
So she used Skill: Fire Dash, and a row of fire followed it and started melting it.
But in the midst of her battle with the Ice Commander, she forgot about the Ogre.
It pounded her on her head, and Tatiana fell.
She momentarily lost control of the fire, and it flickered.
Then, she immediately continued it again, but it was too late.
The Ice Commander had enough time to freeze the flames.
Then, Tatiana decided to attack the Ogre first, since it was only Level 85.
She used Skill: Distraction, and Fiona from Shrek appeared.
The Ogre immediately shifted its attention to Fiona, and died within 2 minutes, because Tatiana cleverly used Skill: Lightning Ray, which was super effective against the Ogre.
After this, she leveled up to Level 76.
What? I did say that place gave a lot of experience points.
Then, she dealt with the Ice Commander.
She summoned all of her energy, and used her new skill, Skill: Tracker Fire Pillar.
A huge pillar of fire appeared, and the Ice Commander ran away once it couldn't freeze it.
However, being a Tracker skill, the Fire Pillar followed the Ice Commander, and melted it.
I think I shall post about the others' battles tomorrow morning.
Or at least Grace's, since hers was next.
Its getting late, and I have to sleep.
Otherwise the horrid fever will come back.
I'm such a hypocrite.
I detest copiers.
I copy others.
I detest people who are rude.
I am rude.
I detest high-pitched noises.
I make a lot of high-pitched noises.
I detest the sound of nails scratching on something.
I scratch my nails on things occasionally.
I detest things that aren't in order.
My table is always messy.
And the list goes on.
Nobody's perfect, but can one seriously have that many imperfections?
Oh yes, this reminds me of my dream last night.
Yeah I'll post it (finally) after I finish Math.
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This should be enough.
I just went to watch Inception.
Its a really nice movie, about human minds and dreams and all that.
All I can say is that I definitely can tell the difference between my dreams and reality.
But its a really good movie.
Although I DID want to watch Despicable Me instead.
Anyway, it looks like I'm missing out on watching The Sorcerer's Apprentice tomorrow.
Oh gosh, I look like I'm having some Movie Marathon or something.

Anyway, I really do love Panadol.
I'm feeling better now, and my fever dropped from 38.7 last night to 37.8 now.
Lovely.

Friday, July 23, 2010

OMG WE ARE CHAMPION BAND FOR SECOND DIVISION!
WE SERIOUSLY ROCK. (Y)
ARGH.
THE JUDGES.
THEY MADE A CALCULATION ERROR.
WE DIDN'T GET 91.5!
WE GOT 90.43! :(

But I suppose that's good enough.
I seriously doubt we'll get Top Band, though.
:) I changed Mun Yun's blogskin.
And I'm quite happy about it.
Anyway, my head hurts.
My fever came back again, current temperature standing at 38.2.
Everyone will start falling sick, and we'll be doomed for National Day.
I really hope this doesn't happen.
And somehow I have a feeling I started it, because I'm probably the first that fell sick.
It was since Tuesday.
Well actually, on Sunday I felt a little weird already.
Oh well.
Next time, I'll just stay at home and recuperate.
I'm sure all of you here know how I have this tendency to sleep really late.
Each day, I get about 4-5 hours of sleep.
Yes, I do not sleep the moment I switch off my computer.
Anyway, my dad asked me how I can actually still be alive when I sleep so little.
My answer? I sleep on the trip to school and back.
Anyway, some stupid man deprived me of my sleep on the way back home today.
How he did that? He was snoring.
I really can't stand people snoring.
Its just so weird.
They make lots of horrible weird noises, and its so loud.
Like this year when I went to Perth, there was one night I slept only for about 2 hours because my cousin-in-law was snoring.
But this man was a lot worse.
He was sitting just behind me, and he snored really, really, really loudly.
I was so annoyed.
I couldn't sleep at all.
Then, HIS PHONE RANG!
I was on the verge of crying out "Yes!"
Seriously, he woke up, and then started talking really loudly.
But I can handle that.
So I tried to sleep.
But sadly, he only went on with the conversation for about 1 minute, and started sleeping and snoring again.
So in the end, I didn't sleep at all.
People like them should either learn how to sleep without snoring, or not sleep on the bus at all.

Anyway, I had to cook my own lunch today.
And even though I've had a year of Home Economics lessons, I still can't cook properly.
All I had was a packet of instant noodles, and a microwaved sausage.
And I managed to mess it up.
The noodles were really hard, since I put very little water.
And the sausage was burnt.
The best thing was my drink, because I can squeeze orange juice just fine.
But there's a lot of leftover juice.

Lastly, I think I'll write my Alice in Wonderland C.A.T.S. version in a summary later.
And then I'll post about my latest dream, and the reason why I haven't been posting my dreams lately.
Right, time to... do something.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

It feels like a dream.
I don't think the fact that we got a Gold has registered in my mind yet.

Anyway, I'm still contemplating on whether I should go to school tomorrow.
I don't want to miss more lessons.
I sure missed out a lot today already.
Oh well~
I think I'll start posting my dreams again.
I still need to finish my Alice in Wonderland saga!
Or maybe I should just forget about it and give a summary.
I might have misplaced the paper anyway.
OMG.
GOLD 91.5! :D:D:D:D:D
TOP BAND TOO!
MUN YUN I WANT MY EXTRA PRESENTS!
I feel like punching the wall.
Normally, if someone wears a jacket and goes to sleep with the blanket covering them, you'd think that she's sick, right?
And all my family did was to shout at me.
I really hate them at times like this.
My elder sister just kept shouting at me to switch off my tablet.
And when I closed my screen, she shouted some more, insisting that I switch it off, not just close the screen.
She's such a bitch. And I don't give a shit anymore.
She's a bloody hypocrite.
A loser.
I would use worse, but I'm still trying to control.
And then my parents.
All they did was come in, see my spectacles on the floor, and start scolding me.
They didn't even ask me if I were okay.
It seems like every time I fall sick, it takes something major to happen before they notice.
Or, I have to tell them.
I feel as though I were some kind of venting tool, something which they can shout or rant at.
And then I'm supposed to solve their troubles for them, or help them.
But expect nothing in return.
Really, what am I to them?
I think I'll just go to school tomorrow, regardless of how I feel.
Hopefully, I'll feel a lot better.
Or better still, maybe I'll be in such a bad condition that the school has to call up my parents.
Then they'll notice.
So, today was SIBF.
How did it go?
Bad.
But no point harping over it now.
We'll just have to improve a lot more.
I wonder what will happen at 10 pm.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Oh yes. Its SIBF tomorrow.
I'm going to start panicking and fretting.
I wonder if the fever has fried my brain.
Or at least, my common sense.
Well, here's a long list of many stupid things that happened, even for my standards.
Firstly, when my mom came to fetch me.
I was sleeping, so she honked a few times, according to her, before I woke up and entered the car. Then, when I was going to put on the seatbelt, I pulled on the wrong one, and I was trying to find the latch thing on the wrong side. And it took me a while to notice that it was the wrong one.
Secondly, when I came home.
Because my mom parked so far away from my block (?), I went to the wrong one.
And this is really stupid since I've been living in this same house for 13 years.
Right, then came the time to wait for my turn to bathe.
I'm sorry, but I didn't sleep.
I was playing Cookie Dozer.
And I forgot how to play it at first.
It took me a while to figure it out.
And for those who don't know what Cookie Dozer is, its the same as that coin game machine you see in arcades, just that this is using cookies.
Then, came the time to bathe.
Well, firstly, I took my sister's clothes instead of mine.
So I had to change it.
And then I took my brother's.
I really don't know how I managed to do that. His clothes are in another room.
So, after I finally took my own clothes, I dropped my shirt in the shower, when I turned around and it just flew out of my hands.
So I had to get a new one.
Then, when I was bathing, it took me a few minutes to register that the water was way too hot.
And I put my shampoo twice.
While putting my clothes in the basket, I put it in the clean pile, and luckily my helper pointed it out to me first.
Then, while hanging up my towel, I used the wrong hangar, and dropped it through the window.
Oh and dinner. I ate a lot less than usual. I still feel a little hungry, but when I eat, I feel like vomiting it out.
And now I'm banned from chocolate till I recover.
That's about all for now.
I think very soon I'll start doing more stupid things.
Anyway, I keep typing wrongly now.
Gah, I hate it when I'm sick.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I'm pissed.
She used my name.
That impersonator.
Forget it.
She's not worth my time to insult on my blog.
I don't want a stain of vulgarities on my blog.
So, if you ever see this, dearest impersonator, know that if I ever find out who you are, you will be sitting in the Principal's office.
And, mark my words, I will try my best to find out who you are.
After all, we were all taught to put our best effort in everything we do.
That's all for tonight.
I shouldn't go too far as to cyberbullying.
I. AM. SO. BORED. I. NEED. SOMETHING. TO. DO. APART. FROM. MAKING. SIBF. LETTERS.
Oh, and my mom really has good taste.
From what she told me on the phone, the SIBF presents seem nice.
Very nice.
I just hope she didn't excel in descriptive writing so much, she exaggerates.
Anyway,
Mission Accomplished.
SIBF presents have been bought.
Mission In Progress.
SIBF letters have not been written.
Chinese Homework (Paper 2) is partially done.

Not bad. I did Chinese.

Edited

On second thought, my mom has weird taste.
She got 2 different kinds of presents.
Now I have no idea what to give to who.
I knew I should have skipped tuition and followed her.
I never knew how bad my batteries were till today.
So, I was sleeping in my room, with my computer on me, because I was listening to music.
And since I didn't want to bring my charger there, I used one battery.
It was at 80% or so.
And when I woke up one hour later, it was around 18%.
And I was on Power Saver.
With my screen down.

At this rate, I'm going to have by new batteries at the end of the year.
I still remember when we first received our tablets, the batteries could last us 18 hours at minimum brightness and Power Saver.
I think I'll start praying that my mom will buy nice SIBF presents.
I really wish she didn't take leave, so I could have snuck out today.
But money is a huge issue.
I'll practically go broke if I were to buy the presents with my own money.

Anyway, tuition is starting in 1 hour.
I really don't want to have it.

Racial Harmony Day was... interesting.
I'm quite amazed that 2C3 actually clinched 3rd for the Class Decoration.
Really.
And since it was only D&T and LSCEP today, it was really slack.

Oh well, time to sleep.
Well, I've finally finished D&T.
I'm quite amazed that I actually finished it without giving really crappy ideas.
I mean, the ones I did are crappy, but at least I put in a little effort.
Which is probably why its already 1.
Otherwise, I could have finished it at... 11.30?
Considering the fact that I started seriously only at 10+.

Oh well. Tomorrow will be horrible, I can sense it.
I'm still wondering if I should go for lunch with Rui Ying and company to IMM tomorrow.
Its so far away.
Jurong East.
Its about a 25 minute drive away from my home.
Imagine how long the bus will take.
Yeah, I think its a little too rushed for me.
By the time we get there, it'll probably be 1.
Once we finish lunch, it would probably be 2.30.
And then if I take a bus, it will take me another 1 and a half hours or so.
Maybe even more.
And I'll reach home at 4+, maybe 5.
My tuition starts at 4.
Yeah, okay, I'm not going.

Anyway, this night hasn't gone well.
Not at all.
You, Evelyn Tay, should know why.
Yeah, I'm too lazy to write it down.


...
I think I'm getting weirder by the day.
Oh well. I was born to be weird.
Maybe that's what I'll be famous for.
The weirdest person in the whole world.
Maybe I'll be in the Guinness Book of World Records.
Just maybe.
But let's not get too ahead of ourselves.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Stupid bees.
They keep entering the room.
How am I supposed to do D&T like this?
Now the windows are shut, so as to prevent more bees from coming in.
But seriously, what if they come in from the other room?
Yes, I'm paranoid, but its called precaution.
I really need to finish D&T.
Anyway, its still freezing.
There's something wrong with the weather these days.
I just realised that every time there's Band, I always go online really late.
My schedule is normally like this.

6.40: Band ends, waiting at the foyer. Have already called Mom.
Somewhere between 7-7.20: Mom comes.
Somewhere between 7.20-7.40: Reach home.
Elder sister is bathing. Thus, bathroom in use, cannot bathe yet.
Sleeps.
8: Wakes up, has dinner.
8.45: Goes off to bathe.

This is why I normally come online around 9.

Anyway, I just realised that I DO have my Math 2 with me, at home.
I must have put it in my bag instead of handing it in to her.
Oh great.

Anyway...
EGFNQUYWG9FGYGXYWEGFXEGFAIKQ!!!
THERE'S D&T AND LSCEP TOMORROW.
Wonderful.
I don't usually mind both, but at this point of time, I really don't want to have them.
I don't want to do my 5 sketches, even though it'll probably only take me an hour or so.
I don't want to carry my tablet.
And there's also Chinese tomorrow.
I don't want to read out the passage another 48765977141876594 times.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Wearing a cap sleeved shirt and shorts on a cold night while doing Geography is not a good idea.
I'm freezing, and my head is aching.
Even my jacket and mini blanket for my legs aren't resolving it.
And my head is hurting.
I don't want to fall sick.
Mission Accomplished.
I have finished Wen Hui's present.

Mission In Progress.
I have not finished D&T.
I have not bought SIBF presents.

Mission Failed.
I have not, and probably will take a long time, done Chinese Paper 2.


My priorities are all wrong.
I think I'll finish D&T by today.
I just realised that I don't have an "Older Posts" button.
Anyway, I'm officially having... artist... block?
I can't think of anything to use that hasn't been used by Mr Chew for examples.
This is annoying.
Whee~
I did D&T wrongly.
I don't know how I managed to do that.
I suppose its what happens when you rush through 5 sketches in 20 minutes.
Oh well~
Anyway, I just remembered about the NBC recordings.
And the Chinese paper.
Oh but I lost it. Oh well.

:( My glowstick won't glow anymore!
Hannah Liu I demand a refund.

Whee I hate copycats.
And I'm feeling high now.
Must be the chocolate cake.
CAYKEE CAYKEE CAYKEE!
I just realised how much I really need you.
You're essential for me to live.
You were always there for me.
And yet I didn't care much about you.
I'm really sorry about that.

I never really knew how much I loved you.
I always thought that you were unimportant.

Until the day I lost you.

I can't do without you.
I feel frustrated all the time.
It annoys me.
I can't replace you.

I still remember the times we shared.
When you helped me out so much.
Although I didn't notice it back then,
I do now.
I've learned from my mistake.
I really do love you.

Please come back to me soon.
No one will ever be as good as you.
I really miss you a lot.

And I love you.
Forever.









Eraser, I really do.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I
TOUCHED
A
SPIDER
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

That impersonator is really entertaining me.
I should really release the privacy of my blog temporarily.
I hate idiots who impersonate.
Maybe I should take away my password for a while, and see if I get attacked too.
It'll be interesting.
I don't usually use vulgarities, but I'll make an exception for this matter.
Help. I can only type with one finger.
The rest have chocolate on them.
And the washrooms are being used, so I can't wash my hands.
I can't believe I'm actually planning for the future.
Future, as in maybe 20 years later.
I want to be a technologist. An architectural technologist.
I want to be a researcher. A psychological researcher.
I want to be an inventor. I'll specialise in making toys.
I want to be a computer programmer. I'll attempt to create world famous programs.
I want to be a computer game owner. An MMORPG so famous and successful, it will be the top in the world.

I know I have big dreams.
But I'll get them.
At least one of them.
The one that interests me the most now is the MMORPG, since I can do that now.
The only thing would to make it 24/7.
And if I want to earn money, I need other resources.
But I'll start with the basics first.
I'm a really bad counselor.
I wish I could do more to help her.

Friday, July 16, 2010

:) Talking to you is fun.
It really cheers me up, and... enlightens me?
Whee, I feel a lot happier and better.

Thanks, Haseena. :)
I think I'll hate sleeping tonight.
I'm definitely going to have a bad dream.
And it will be very bad.
Very.
I'll probably be crying.
Yay Crezawards was fun.
I saw Tatiana, Shasha, Sherlene, Prim, Tha Yang and Jimin there (in order).
It was quite amusing, the way Tracy, Mao, Hanna and I were standing by the side, singing and dancing.
And Miss Sim sings quite well.
Oh well, I'm tired.
There's Band tomorrow. Gosh.
And I still haven't bought the presents yet.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
MRS LIU DIDN'T COME TODAY!
So we had Karaoke. :D
Oh gosh, today is such a wonderful day.
Hello woman.
I heard that you have found my blog.
Well, good luck with getting past my password.
And no, I will NOT play hangman with you.
But if you do find a way to get in, please inform me, okay?
I'll be sure to welcome you with a heartfelt message deep from my heart.
A small message here for you, since I'm a little tight on time.

Dearest Queen of Bimbos,
How are you? I'm sure you're probably doing your nails right now, or maybe a facial. In any case, this will be a short message, so take a deep breath and exhale it in relief.
Firstly, I know I have been saying this for countless times, but I do NOT like Darren, and he does NOT like me. In that way. Please get that into your head. It annoys me each time you think I do. And that would be very often, as each time you think about Darren, it links to me.
Secondly, welcome to my blog. I have no posts dedicated to you, except one. Its somewhere in the June pile. You can read it if you want, but I'm sure you won't like it. Which makes it so much better for me.
Thirdly, as I am abstaining from saying any vulgarities, I just have three words for you.
GO. TO. SOME-PLACE-FAR-AWAY-SO-I-DON'T-HAVE-TO-SEE-YOU.

Yours Sincerely (Very),
Evelyn Tay
Your "love rival"


By the way, Darren still doesn't like you.
Good luck with that.
So, I'm going for Crezawards.
Tracy managed to persuade me.
And I just remembered that my mom is overseas, so there's nothing on for tonight.
I have a feeling I'll regret the decision, somehow.

Anyway, I'll probably end up rushing to buy SIBF presents, since today, I have to go for Crezawards, which means I won't have time to buy the presents.
I can't go on weekends since my parents are at home, unless I go shopping with them.
There's Band on Monday and Wednesday, and I have tuition on Tuesday.
And SIBF is on Thursday.
...I need to get Gloria's present too.
And Wen Hui's other part of her present.
Oh gosh.
Maybe I should sell my ticket, or refund it.
Oh wonderful.
There's LSCEP tomorrow.
I hate bringing my tablet at times like this.
My batteries need to be charged, and there's a lot of books to bring tomorrow.
Argh.
I feel so accomplished.
1 minute before 12 midnight.
And I just handed in my D&T.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

I wish I were someone who had no feelings.
Although they are the essence of human life,
They're just torturing me.
If I had no feelings,
I wouldn't feel like this towards you.
Its a happy yet sad thing.
I want to give it up, yet I don't want to.
I really wish I can do something about this.
But for now, I just have to say that I really like you a lot.


LALALA I JUST NOTICED THAT HUMAN MINDS ARE SO INTERESTING.
THEY INTERPRET THINGS SO DIFFERENTLY FROM WHAT I MEANT.
WHEN I BECOME A PSYCHOLOGIST, I WILL PUT THIS KNOWLEDGE TO GOOD USE.
Oh yes. I forgot to talk about what happened while I was waiting for my mom to come.
Anyway, after Jin Jun came at about 6.55, and left, I was made to wait for my mom.
By the way, she came at 7.50.
One hour. Not bad.
Anyway, its a really bad idea to wait.
I should have just gone home myself.
But I don't trust myself with climbing up the hill without something happening to the UP original scores.
Right, waiting is a bad idea because:
1) It gets really boring.
2) You get sleepy really easily.
3) It was really hot.
4) It was very noisy.
5) People give you weird looks, like "Did this kid get lost?"
6) My mom never comes on time.
So, while I was waiting, this weird man was giving me a really weird look.
Like he was trying to steal something from me.
Seriously, he kept eying my bag.
And occasionally he'd look at my pocket.
I thought nothing of it at first, since my bag was really big and bulky, and my pocket had a shoe keychain hanging out of it.
So, he probably thought it was weird or something.
But then, he came and SAT RIGHT NEXT TO ME.
Like the whole bus stop was empty, apart from me and him.
There were so many seats available, and he chose to sit next to me.
And he was just about 2 cm away from my bag.
So, naturally, the first thing I did was to stare at him.
Then, I grabbed my bag and put it on my lap.
He then slowly moved closer to me.
Annoying.
So I went to test if he were really trying to rob me.
And, I took out my phone.
I started playing with it, just looking at it, analysing it and stuff.
And he was completely glued to it.
But each time I looked at him, he would pretend to look at something else.
I got kind of annoyed, but I can't say or do anything since he didn't steal my stuff, right?
So I decided to have some fun.
I went to "sleep".
What I did was to really sleep, but still half conscious.
And yes, aliens can do this.
Do not attempt to do this without mastering the Art of Sleep.
And then I went to see if he would attempt to steal something from me.
Sadly, if he was planning to, I would never know.
Just at that point of time, a bus came.
And people alighted.
Then he went away.
So my source of entertainment was gone.
But if I ever meet him again, I'll remember to try something like this faster.
I think I'll call him Robby.
Right, so after that, I really fell asleep.
But if anyone tried to steal something, I would know.
Since I was covering all the zippers of my bags.
Then, there was this lady that came and told me that the bus was here.
So I told her that I was waiting for my parents.
Such a nice lady.
Oh and I met the principal, and we chatted for 5 minutes.
Then she went to take a cab.

Alright, its time I did D&T.
And yes, I did it wrongly.
I feel really selfish again.
As usual, I thought it might subside.
It really was lessening.
And then BAM.
It came back.

Seriously, you know about this. You know. And yet you don't consider my feelings at all. Fair enough, since you do know, you probably don't know what to do. But you could have done the small little things that matter a lot to me. Its also basic courtesy.
I don't pretend to be some expert on this or something. Honestly, if this happened to me, I wouldn't know what to do too.

You know what, I'm confused now.
I have no idea what I want from you.
I have no idea what you're thinking.
Its really stupid, on how I can't make a decision.
Its either my mind hurts or my heart hurts.
Argh, the MindxHeart problem again.
Since I was tight on time, I can't torture them with a really long research.
So I settled with a 14 size font research, 3 pages full.
And my image board comprised of 29 images.
I know, pathetic.
I feel really bad too.
I should have started a lot earlier.
Its time for Band reflections.
I won't be doing Wen Hui's present, since if I do it now, the quality won't be good.
And I can't tolerate slipshod presents from myself :(

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

I think I'll end up writing a summary of my Alice in Wonderland saga.
...
Nah, it won't be fair to the others that only appeared later.
I'm determined to write them by Sunday!
AGLAEUIHFHEIXRIXQO.
I hate this.
I keep doing my research wrongly :(
And I haven't even started on my Image Board yet!
Not to mention Band Reflections.
And Wen Hui's present.
Fine, I shall sleep late tonight.
And sleep during Morning Assembly.
And English.

Anyway, I don't think I'll be posting my really overdue dreams anytime soon.
Maybe Friday.
But I can't promise anything.
All I can say is, everyone has really weird names.
:) I will torture Mr Chew and Mr Chan and Mr Yeo by giving them a very long report for my research. And as for my image board, I am determined to cram it with pictures that are small but still visible.
Hopefully, they will stop the Image Board idea completely after this.
All I hope is that they won't mark me down for it.
One thing I've learned from dinner: Never look at your food too carefully.
You'll lose your appetite.
When I say "carefully", I mean really looking and scrutinising it.
Anyway, there was one more thing I learned.
But I can't remember it now.
...
I know, I'm a bad student.
Anyway, D&T is killing me.
Sadly.
At least tomorrow isn't very tiring.
Lesson-wise, that is.

Salut d'Amour is really nice.
Especially when its in the La Corda version.

Anyway, Sherlene locked her blog again.
Oh well.
One day, I'll go to Japan, go to all the sticker factories, and steal everything they have.
The stuff they make are too cute.
Way too cute.
I think my mom will kill me when I come back from Japan at the end of the year.
At least the last time we went to Japan, she was smart enough to not let me have my own money, and made sure we stayed away from shops that sell these cute stuff.
I love researching, in general.
The information I get is actually quite interesting.
I love D&T too.
Its one of my favourite subjects, since I can do it, and I can understand it.
But Image Boards.
They completely ruin the joy of researching, AND the joy of D&T.
I don't see the point in Image Boarding.
Well, it might be for letting us see a couple of examples for what we are Image Boarding on, but still, its quite useless.
Oh gosh.
Dead tired.
But D&T is a must to do.
I'M STARVING.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I love it when we talk like that.
It makes me feel like maybe, just maybe, you do treat me as your best friend :)
Lalala~
I'm really happy now.
I actually did my Zuo Ye.
But I can't bring it tomorrow.
My bag is stuffed.
I am going to tape my charger parts together.
I can't stand it when they loosen, and POOF, everything is gone.
Now I have to reload all 21 videos.
This will take me another 2 hours.
ROAR.
I swear one day, I'll grab a beehive and chase my sister around with it.
Cruel, I know, considering the fact that she's as terrified of bees as I am towards spiders.
But she deserves it.
SHE FREAKING SHOWED ME A PICTURE OF A HAIRY TARANTULA.
A HUGE, HAIRY TARANTULA.
IN A MAN'S MOUTH.
BLOWING BUBBLES.
The man, of course, not the tarantula.
BUT IT WAS GROSS.
REALLY GROSS.
I was freaking out while she kept laughing at my reaction.
I was really close to tears.
Anyway, I can't understand why she's so scared of bees, considering the fact that they appear almost everyday.
She's always the first to scream and run out.
In the end, I'm always the one that has to close the door and switch off the lights.
Or, in dire situations, use my beloved honey to lure it out.
But I suppose she's thinking about the same thing for me and spiders.
OH. MY. GOD.

I WANT THIS.
Tired. So tired.
I got lost once again in Central.
For the third time.
And its my fourth time there.
And I stupidly forgot to give the man my card to chop it.
I'm going to sleep at 11 tonight.
One hour earlier than usual.
I think my mom will be surprised.
I just scared my helper.
She was sleeping, when she heard some noises.
And then she woke up, turned, and got a huge shock.
I was standing beside the dustbin, drinking Yakult, in my white shirt, white shorts and my hair let down.
And, as you can probably imagine, I looked like a ghost.
My helper was really freaking out until I turned and she saw me.
I guess this is retribution for her scaring me earlier this evening.
She had taken out the crabs.
And they were blue and white.
They seriously looked really freaky.
What happened was, she called me, and then I went in.
And the first thing I saw were the crabs.
And then I got a shock.
Oh well. I always knew the people in my house were retarded.
This would exclude me, of course.
Or, maybe not.

Monday, July 12, 2010

EVELYN TAY. PHOTOCOPY MARCH A GENTLE BREEZE ONCE SHERLYN FINISHES WITH HER COMPUTER. REMEMBER. OR YOU WILL DIE.

This should be a good reminder.
I think I should set this thing where I change my password every Friday.
My main reason is because Hangman is really interesting.
And knowing other people's answers to my questions is really fun.
This might just lower my hit count.
Then my blog will go back to being viewed by no one.
That's when the fun (for me) starts.
I know this is stupid.
But I finally found out how to post videos directly onto my blog.
Retarded, I know.
But anyway, here it is!


And more!


Right.
Today started off boring.
Descriptive Writing Essay Test.
It wasn't too bad.
I just wish I chose a better place.
Of all things, I wrote about East Coast Park.
Now Miss Shakina will mark me down for lying.
Next. PE.
Presentation was interesting.
Nothing much.
Everyone was just repeating what everyone else had already said, because they all did on Doping.
This is why my group is awesome, because we did on Alcohol.
Anyway, next. Math.
The test wasn't too bad.
But I'm pretty sure I won't get my full marks.
Then was Chinese.
The new teacher isn't too bad.
I just wish she wouldn't insist on us speaking Chinese all the way, and keeping both feet on the ground.
Lastly, was Literature.
It was just presentations on our mind map on the three awesome witches in Macbeth.
I was more interested in playing with the door with Jaski's ruler, though.
Then came Band.
The good news: Grace and Jae Young are coming back to Trumpet Section after SIBF.
The bad news: Some people got kicked out.
No, I didn't get kicked out.
But Alex did.
Hadassah did.
Yu Nwe did.
Some Clarinetists will be too.
And when I saw Alex crying, I seriously wanted to go and comfort her.
So many things have happened today.
And it just gives that horrid depressing mood.
But that's not all to my somewhat depressed mood now.
____________.
I really need to give up.
I really wish I could talk to you.
Oh well.
One good part is that I have more chocolate now.
But still.
Such a depressing day.
I'll continue later.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I hate lags.
I seriously hate it.
Especially when they ruin my already horrid work.
Seriously.
Feast your eyes on the horrible lag.
THE HORRID WORK OF EVELYN TAY.
The numbers are supposed to run like crazy!
It ruined the whole effect!
I'm so depressed now.
Computer Work is the only work I actually take pride in doing.
Even if its horrible and ugly and has such horrible timing.
:( :( :(
Oh gosh, I hate this.
Flash takes about 1 minute to load just one command.
Like I move something, and I have to wait one minute.
One freaking minute.
Now you know why I couldn't finish it by 5.
I don't think I can go for the barbecue now.
Rats.
I hate Flash.
I seriously hate it.
Yet I love it.
What a contradicting world this is.

Anyway, I'm determined to finish my Flash for PE by 5.
Then I can start rushing English.

Ohana please don't kill me for the horrible quality of my Flash work.
I know its horrible.
Its a rush work.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

A child's hope II 孩有明天 II Theme song.
I wonder how many people can remember this show.
It was showed in 2003.
7 years ago.
But its a nice show.
And the song is really nice.
The tune, I mean.
I have no idea what they're saying.
Oh gosh.
Today was NBC.
Everyone was really nervous.
As expected, I had a nervous breakdown.
Well, it was one of the much better ones.
Anyway, we managed to get Gold, even though we didn't play our best.
I honestly think that its fine.
I'm quite happy that we managed to clinch a Gold, as we had all expected.
A Gold with Distinction would be better, but this is good enough.
I really hope that we can be less nervous for SIBF.
Then we'll be able to play at our best.

Anyway, I think I have to post my dreams tomorrow.
Or maybe even Monday.
Or Tuesday.
Oh gosh, the power of procrastination.

Friday, July 9, 2010

I'm really tired of this.
I'm going to revert.
ANNOUNCEMENT: On the 10th of July, somewhere in the afternoon, there will be a maintenance. Please look forward to it, although I think most might not. Good luck. And thank you.
For the better, for me. For the worse, for everyone else.
On the 12th of July, many people will be shocked.
I will be successful on this task.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Alright, here we go.
I think I have to cut this short.
I'll just write without the dialogue.
I'll edit them in another day, probably Sunday.
Most people won't get it without the dialogue, but the thing is, its sort of a quick note for me.

Shasha followed the signs that pointed to Toy World, and walked on.
After 30 minutes of walking, she sat down to take a break.
She didn't realise that she had transported so far away from Toy World.
Then, just as she was standing up, something brushed past her and fell into the bushes.
Curious, she went to see what it was.
Parting open the bushes, she found herself looking at a rainbow teddy bear.
SPEECH: Intro.
Shasha followed Zovvon, and hoped that it wasn't a mistake.
Sadly, it was.
In a few minutes, Zovvon had led Shasha completely deep into the forest, and announced that they were lost.
Shasha gave the -.-III face, and all of a sudden, Zovvon announced that they should just wait for the patrol guards to appear and lead them to Toy World.
So, it set up a tent that appeared from under its fur.
Then, Shasha and Zovvon started searching for food.
After an hour, Shasha had found almost nothing at all.
Everywhere, the bushes were just filled with boxes.
However, Zovvon had a whole feast around it.
There was all kinds of food and drinks.
SPEECH: Explanation.
Bewildered, Shasha took a seat and ate the food.
She made sure to remember what Zovvon had just told her.
Soon, she found herself drift to sleep.
***
When she awoke, it was already afternoon.
There, Zovvon was gone, in replace with a map, and a note.
"Hello Shasha :)
Thanks for spending time with me. The patrol guards came, and since you were sleeping so soundly, we didn't want to disturb you. Here's a Map of the Peace Area: Human Edition. Find out how to use it by yourself ;) That's the fun part. Good luck on finding the next area! By the way, try Hajura.
-Zovvon."

Shasha stared at the map for a while. She couldn't tell where she was.
The map was not big enough to pinpoint her exact location.
But what did Zovvon mean by "Try Hajura"?
What did "Hajura" even mean?
She tried to trace the word on the map, but it didn't work.
"This is silly, what does Hajura even mean?"
Then, the map started glowing, and soon, a red arrow started pointing to a direction, both on the map and on the path.
Shasha followed the arrow, and on her way out of the forest, she realised that "Hajura" was actually the word to activate the map.
It was just like a spell!
As she walked on, she realised that the signs had pointed to Cloth Factory, and not Toy World.
Afraid to enter an area that she was not supposed to be in, she tried to change course, but an invisible barrier had encased her on the path to Cloth Factory.
Gingerly, she proceeded with caution, as though each step would cost her her life.
Then, she saw the gates of Cloth Factory.
They were different from what she had expected.
They were huge, made of iron, constantly changing colour, and had all sorts of material hanging on it.
As she approached, she noticed two floating figures.
Then, she realised that they were just clothes, and nothing more.
But that didn't stop them from talking.
SPEECH: Interrogation.
Then, they started to transform.
TRANSFORMATION.
Shasha stared, shocked.
She still could not get used to the locals of the World transforming.
Also, she couldn't believe that right in front of her was Tatiana, with patchwork arms and hands, and Sherlene, with patchwork legs.
(Sherlene) SPEECH: Offer tour.
Shasha followed Tatiana and Sherlene further into the Factory, towards the office of the Crazy Clother, Grace.
(Tatiana) SPEECH: Info on World and Cloth Factory.
Just then, the bell rang, and immediately, everyone started running towards the same direction.
Tatiana: Hurry! Its tea time! Mistress will be waiting!
The three of them ran off, and just as they were about to reach, someone jumped on them.
"Why hello there, Human! I've been expecting you! *Crazy laughter* Come on, its tea time, the best time of the day here in Cloth Factory! *More crazy laughter*"
There, Grace stood there, completely in patchwork. She had a button nose, beady eyes, and a stitched on smile.
Nonetheless, she looked happy and like an angel.
A mad one, that is.
Grace led Shasha to the table, and shook hands with her, madly.
SPEECH: More info on Cloth Factory's system, mixed with crazy things.
Then, a bell rang, signalling the end of tea time.
"Alright everyone! Tea time is over, so get back to work! Night time is approaching, so we can go back home to eat chicken soon! *Mad laughter*"
Everyone started cheering, and hurriedly got back to work.
They all seemed very enthusiastic about their work, and they seemed to love their Mistress a lot.
"And you, Human. You can spend the night here, and once dawn approaches, you can go to Toy World to explore! Don't forget to get me a souvenir okay? :D *Giggles madly*"
Shasha smiled, and agreed.
She then followed Tatiana to a Guest Hut, and fell asleep.
Despite her nap in the afternoon, tea time had made her very sleepy, and so, she slept.

TO BE CONTINUED...
*Ending theme*

Okay, now I really need to go.
Oh gosh.
Right, before I begin, I made a mistake.
It wasn't Cloth Factory that was the next area.
It was Toy World.
Okay, let me finish up Science and pack my bag first.
Then I can begin.
Oh yes.
My Grandma insisted on me putting on this ointment patch to heal my leg.
And it works miracles.
My leg doesn't hurt anymore.
I seriously hope I don't do some weird thing to make it hurt again.
Ah well.
Bed time.
I can feel Cloth Factory calling me.
Well, Shasha.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Okay, time for my dream.
Before this, I think I need a warning label.

WARNING: If you happen to feel strange in any way when reading the upcoming weird dream, please close the browser, run to the shower, and spray yourself. Then, head to the kitchen and drink herbal tea. Do not touch anything else until you have drunk the herbal tea. Thankfully, no one has died in the process, and the dream will never not not not not not come true. The content is appropriate for ages 99 2 and above, for the reasons that one might become extremely weird.

Okay, I think we can start!
Please remember that everything that I wrote here, no matter how weird or crazy it seems, is what had happened in my dream. I did NOT write them wrongly.

So, I just realised that this is the first time where there's dialog!
Well, the first of my recent weird dreams.
Anyway, the main character in the story is Shasha.
And I'm viewing the thing in a 3rd person view.
Yay~
Okay moving on.

Shasha was sitting on a white chair, having tea in her garden.
Yes, her garden.
She was in a foreign country, something like London.
She lived in a mansion, was the daughter of a noble, and was having afternoon tea by herself.
She was reading a book, and sipping tea, when she saw...
Wait. I should describe how she looked like.
It was... entertainingly amusing.
She wore a light pink Victorian dress with white laces.
It was made of the finest and most expensive silk in the world.
And it was tailor-made.
She had let down her hair, and wore a huge pink bow that tied a little of her hair.
She wore white high heels, and stockings.
And no, this wasn't through my observation.
I just... know.
Moving on.
She was reading a book, and sipping tea, when she saw...
A kangaroo.
It looked at her keenly, and she did likewise.
Then, it hopped off.
When it turned around, she noticed that it was carrying a haversack.
Curious, she decided to follow it.
It went into a forest, through many winding paths, bushes, trees and lollipops.
Occasionally, it would stop hopping forward and look back, as though waiting for Shasha to catch up.
Then, finally, after Shasha had pushed aside the last paper tree, she saw a huge crevice.
Then, the kangaroo joey jumped in.
And so did Shasha.
It was as though some force was pulling her in.
Anyway, inside, it was pitch black, except for the glowing kangaroo joey.
And then, it started transforming.
"What? Kangaroo Joey is transforming! TRANSFORMERS: OBJECTS IN DISGUISE. *Pii pii pii* Congratulations! Council Senior Kangaroo I has transformed to Lim Jae Young!"
Yes, that seriously happened.
It was said in Professor Oak's voice.
Then, just when the transformation had completed, Jae Young and Shasha levitated for a while, and then landed softly.
Then, the whole place lit up, and it looked like a normal room with my dining table.
Jae Young with kangaroo ears walked towards the wall, and then started shrinking.
By the time she had reached the wall, she was so small, she managed go through the tiny mouse door hole.
Then, Shasha was left alone.
"Uhm... Hello? Is anyone there? How do I go back?"
She started looking around, and then suddenly, on the table, a cup of tea appeared.
With a warning label that was written so small, it was practically impossible to read without a magnifying glass.
On it, there was a post-it note.
'DRINK ME TO CONTINUE.'
So she did.
And then collapsed.
***
When Shasha woke up, she found herself staring at the mouse door hole.
Her first thought was that the door had enlarged.
Then, she realised that it was her that had become tiny, because the room looked huge and endless.
She then went through the door, in hopes of returning to her afternoon tea with chocolate cake and sugar-coated sweet bunnies.
Oh gosh that made me really hungry.
Okay anyway, when she went through, she realised that she was in Toy World.
More specifically, Central Town of Toy World.
All around her were toys.
And they were alive!
She started wondering around, ignoring everyone's amazed or shocked expressions towards here.
Then, she saw Prim at a certain stall.
"Tracking pills! Tracking pills! Come and get your tracking pills! Track down anyone in this world, even in the other areas! Tracking pills!"
And she kept on repeating herself.
Shasha walked up to her, partly because she was interested in the tracking pills, and partly because it was Prim.
At last, she found someone that she recognised.
But as she got closer, she noticed that Prim was actually a stuffed toy.
A life-size doll!
Anyway, that didn't bother Shasha much, as she had gotten used to the weird things happening around her.
She just assumed that this was a dream, and that she was probably influenced by Evelyn's weird dreams.
Anyway, she went up to Prim.
"Wow. Can these really find anyone?"
"Yes, definitely! Do you want to get some, ma'am? You can get a special offer for being human! ...You ARE human, right?"

Shocked, Shasha nodded her head.
Prim didn't seem to recognise her at all.
"So! Do you want to have some?"
"Sure, I guess. I have no money though. What can I do in return for it?"
"I suppose you could do me a favour. If you happen to see Council Kangaroo Joey Rank VII Hadassah, could you pass her this?"
"I guess so. Thanks for the tracking pills."

Prim handed Shasha a letter.
Although Shasha had no idea what "Council Kangaroo Joey Rank VII" meant, she assumed that she would recognise Hadassah.
Prim-doll taught Shasha how to use the tracking pills, and Shasha then decided to track down Jae Young.
"Oh dear pill, allow me to seek out Lim Jae Young the Kangaroo!"
And with a flash of light, she teleported to Jae Young.
She found herself in the Castle of Clubs, in the Land of Clubs.
Jae Young was standing in front of her, with a kangaroo joey, which was short and thin.
Then, it transformed!
"What? Council Kangaroo Joey Rank VII is transforming! TRANSFORMERS: OBJECTS IN DISGUISE. *Pii pii pii* Congratulations! Council Kangaroo Joey Rank VII has transformed to Hadassah Chew!"
Then, treating as though it were a norm, Jae Young asked the shocked Shasha a question.
"Yes, what do you want with me, human?"
"I want some explanations. Why am I here?"
"I don't know too. I was just assigned to bring you here. For now, just enjoy the world. Shall we give you a tour?"
"Sure. Oh, I have something for Hadassah."

Shasha handed the letter to Hadassah with small kangaroo ears.
Hadassah opened it, and immediately, she turned into a stuffed toy.
"Congratulations! You are now a stuffed toy. Enjoy your new form! Thisisatemporaryeffectandwillonlylastfor2hours."
That was said in Prim's voice.
Shasha looked horrified, Hadassah looked angry, while Jae Young just shrugged.
"I shall explain things on the way. We are going to meet Mother Kangaroo."
As they walked, Jae Young explained about the World.
Should I type this out? Its quite long.
Yeah I think I should.
Okay, here goes.
"This world has 3 main continents: the Peace Areas, the Uncharted Area, and the Dread Area. The Peace Area, where you are currently at, is comprised of 4 main areas: Toy World, Land of Clubs, Cloth Factory and Harmony Park. Toy World is owned by The Stuffer, Jimin. There, all sorts of toys work and live there. Land of Clubs is owned by our great Mother Kangaroo, Jolene. Here, all kangaroos and kangaroo joeys live and work here. Cloth Factory is owned by the Crazy Clother, Grace. There, many cloth workers taking on the shape of humans work and live there. Toy World produces our entertainment, toys and other goods. Cloth Factory provides everyone with the necessary clothes and accessories. Land of Clubs controls the central affairs, governing over the World. However, as much as it seems, the three heads of each area are equally important, but they do not hold the highest positions. The highest of them all would be the owner of Harmony Park, the Weird Alien, Evelyn. She basically owns the World, but that comes with a high price. She watches over the whole World, ensuring safety for everyone. She knows all, sees all. Thus, she is normally busy all the time. All 4 areas have to work together for peace. Without one, we will fall to the Dread Area."
"What about me? Why am I here?"
"I don't know, but we hardly get human visitors. There are times when creatures from the Uncharted Area come to visit, but none are human. Each time a Human visitor comes, it is a sign that something is going to happen, that will change the whole World. Let's hope that this time, its not true. We have reached Mother Kangaroo's office. Take note to call her either Mother Kangaroo, or Queen. Do not address her by her name, unless she allows you to, or she will get annoyed."

Shasha nodded, and entered.
"Hello, dearest Human. Welcome to Land of Clubs. I'm sure Jae Young has already briefed you about the World, so I shall skip that. When I heard of news that a Human has come on our lands, I was really excited to meet you. Come, sit down, and we'll chat."
Mother Kangaroo was... just a normal Jolene there, with, unlike Jae Young Kangaroo and Hadassah Plush Kangaroo, a kangaroo tail, a front pouch and kangaroo ears.
She was still her normal height.
Shasha went forward, and sat down.
After sipping tea for a while, Jolene started giving Shasha a tour around Land of Clubs.
Everywhere, there were kangaroos. They were all sorts of things: running errands, writing notes, typing on the computer, and the list goes on.
Jolene explained to Shasha more about Land of Clubs on the way.
"Land of Clubs is where all kangaroos reside. Each and every kangaroo has a different rank, which determines their work. All kangaroos start work at the age of 7. Kangaroo Joey X is the lowest rank. These are normally the newcomers. The highest that one can go, apart from the Kangaroo Council, would be Kangaroo I. The cream of the crop would be the members of the Kangaroo Council. Hadassah would be a Council Kangaroo Joey Rank VII, as she is still quite new to the Council. Jae Young is a Council Senior Kangaroo Rank I, the cream of the crop. I actually plan on making her my next Left Hand Kangaroo, since my current one, Izzati, is leaving. But that is yet to be known."
Just then, the bell rang, and the Sun started rising.
Shasha didn't even notice it, but it had been night time.
"The night is over, and it is time for you to spend your day in Cloth Factory, with the Crazy Clother. She will explain to you more about the World, and about her area. Although the time that we had spent together was short, I'm certain that we will meet again. I have enjoyed it, Human. Goodbye."
And with a wave of Jolene's hand, Jae Young in Kangaroo form appeared, and escorted Shasha to the Castle gates.
"You are to explore from here on. Just follow the signs to lead you to Cloth Factory. Its hard to get lost here, although some actually do. Good bye."


Okay, my dream ended here. But before it did, the big "TO BE CONTINUED..." signed showed.
And then the Ending Song actually appeared.
It was just a scene of everyone in their... costumes? And we were doing all sorts of weird stuff. The music was Nocturne pour Tamaki.
Yeah, I'm very certain that I'll continue this dream tonight.
Its like an episode thing.
I can't wait to sleep now.

By the way, excluding this sentence, I've written 1996 words! My birth year~
Okay fine, its 3 sentences, including this.
Nocturne pour Tamaki.
Go watch it.
This is the song that I will master by the time exams come.
I hope I can do it.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

The world is becoming such an interesting place.
It would be better if I could remain in my Observer status.

Anyway, I've decided that once EOYs are over, I'm going to start on my MMORPG creation.
At least, I want to try.
And if its successful, I'll make everyone I know play it! :D
Who knows, it might even end up very successful.
Like that 18 year old that created 5 successful websites and has his own business or something.
Then I'll be rich!
Okay, thinking too far ahead.
But that's not the main reason why I want to create an MMORPG anyway.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
I forgot my dream.
So that means that there won't be any weird post today.
Well fine, there will be, but no weird dreams.
So be patient, little ones, and wait for tomorrow.

Anyway, I seriously need to get new pants.
My newest pants are 3 years old.
My oldest? 8 years old.
And yes, I can wear them all.
I wonder which 6 year old kid is that fat.
Oh well.
The world is full of weird people.
I should understand this very well.

Monday, July 5, 2010

I really think I have a multiple split personality disorder.
I think I shall see a therapist soon.
And, honestly, I think I need it really bad.
I still remember the days when I knew very clearly what I was doing.
I made my own decisions.
But now, I really have no idea.
I think I have ADHD.
I don't recall somethings.
I act impulsively.
And no, Half-bloods or Demigods don't exist.
Even though I can be calm at times, I'm starting to lose control of myself.
In a few years, I WILL go mad.
Not only that.
I reckon I'll lose the ability to walk and move my arms soon.
My knees have a problem.
The two parts of my legs, the thigh bone and the calf bone (?), they're grinding the joint between them.
Once they're done with it, I won't be able to walk.
And my arms.
I have no idea why, but these days, they're starting to ache a lot.
I think it has something to do with me writing on my hand so often.
Then again, that shouldn't be the reason.
I really wonder what will happen to me just 2 years later.
I'll be 16.
Will I still be sane?
Will I still be able?
Heck, will I still be alive?
Its times like these that make me wonder if I'm in a video game.
But that's not what life is, right?
If anything, I would say it were an MMORPG.
Well, I'll expect some people to think that I'm really weird.
Some might think I'm seeking out pity.
But that's not what I want.
Like I probably said before many times, this blog is meant for me to keep records of things that I should, so that in future, I can read them all over again, and remember my life when I was 13/14.
So for those who think I want pity, think again.
But those who think I'm weird, you haven't seen anything yet.
Amazingly, no one in my family knows about these things.
Its like I don't want them to know.
Somehow, every time they show lots of concern for me, I hate it.
Like the other time I had a fever in school, and my friends and teachers were all really worried about me, and I was fine with it.
But the moment my mom came to send me home, and she looked so worried, I hated it.
And when she tried to show me concern, I hated it too.
I don't know why, but I just feel like I have to be strong in front of my family.
I've never showed them my weakness yet.
Sure, they've seen me cry when I see things like animals dying, or touching things, but I'm a sucker for those, and that's not my weakness.
Its just a normal reaction.
I've cried when my parents scolded me too, but that's not counted.
I haven't cried while being beaten since I was 8.
But I've cried a lot of times, and they don't know.
No one in my family does.
Somehow, I just have to let everyone in my family have the image of me as a strong person, who's only fear is spiders, because that, I can't help it.
I've killed many insects before.
I've gotten rid of many flying bugs.
I've been in the lead of something scary before.
I've calmed down my siblings before.
I've consoled my family members before.
But the truth is, I was scared.
All the time.
Some insects, like cockroaches, I didn't like killing, because I'm still a little scared of them.
Because of they're size.
Flying bugs, let's face it, I'm afraid that they get onto me.
Bees, I'm afraid of them stinging me.
Scary things like haunted houses and ghosts, even though I pretend not to be scared, I'm actually terrified of them.
When my siblings are freaking out, deep down inside, so am I.
When they're all upset, so am I.
My grandfather's death was an example.
I was really upset about his death.
Really.
I cried every night.
That went on for about 2 months.
But on the second day of his funeral, I didn't cry.
At all.
I was just there, comforting everyone else.
And now, my sister actually makes fun of me, and says that I only care for animals, because I cry so much when animals in films die, but I didn't even cry on the second day when my own grandfather died.
It feels horrible.
Honestly, it does.
But I still do it.
I have no idea why I do all these.
And now, I have no idea why I just let everyone that reads my blog know about this.
A sign of ADHD?
I don't know.
Playing the piano can really soothe you.
Nocturne pour Tamaki from Ouran High is really awesome.
I shall learn that tomorrow.
I hope I can finish it before Chopin's Tristesse (which is also Etude Op 10 No 3).
Then I'll start on my string of Spirited Away piano pieces.
I think I really need to tone down my evilness.
Or at least, avert it to someone else.
I'll see.
Anyway, I have a confession to make.
Darren wasn't from my Primary School.
He was from my tuition centre.
Amazingly, he's one of my best friends.
SHE was also from my tuition centre.
We knew each other for 2 years.
I suppose that's enough for us to be close, right?
Anyway, even though Darren and I didn't meet up much, we talk on MSN, so its fine.
And HER.
Oh gosh.
She tried to get close to me, since I was actually the closest to Darren in the tuition centre.
Ahh, no point saying all these now.
One day I shall confess more.
And everyone will be shocked.
This is... bad.
I should do something, right?
Yeah, I should.
Its time to upgrade my blog's security.
After I finish my list of projects.
Anyway, today I had a wonderful, yet retarded, dream.
I finally experienced life on a beach~
Well, even though it happened in a dream, it was enough for me.
This time, oddly, the people present were the last ones I had expected.
SHE was present.
Her.
Of all people.
Her.
She can't even live through P5 camp.
And yet she was in my dream, living on an island.
A deserted island.
Anyway, the people present were: HER, Darren (they come in a pair, you see), Mun Yun and Hadassah.
And this weird other boy whom I have no idea who he is.
Let's just call him Elliot, since I like that name, and he was nice.
So, all of us were stranded on an island.
But it seemed as though we were prepared for it.
We all had camping equipment and emergency food supplies.
So, we started off by pitching our tents.
Sadly, it was those small tents, and we only had two.
So it ended up with boys in one, and girls in the other.
I have no idea why I didn't sleep outside instead.
SHE would probably be complaining all the way about how her room is 10 times bigger than the tent.
Anyway, after we had pitched our tents, the girls went to get water, and the guys went to build a fire.
And then that *&^@!$*#^!! woman wanted to stay with Darren so she could flirt with him.
But, Mun Yun somehow developed a hatred towards HER (or perhaps a liking towards Darren or Elliot?), and dragged her along with us to the seaside.
At the seaside, SHE refused to collect water.
She said that since she was used to having people serve her (oh my, she actually noticed it!), she should just stick to having people serve her.
Then, I remember something like us not giving her any water in the end.
Anyway, once we had collected the water, we went to boil them, so they could be drunk.
And then, we ate from our emergency food supply.
And SHE was complaining about how horrible the food tasted.
Then she started boasting all over again about the food she has eaten.
Then Elliot said "No one cares, you know."
See, this is why I found him awesome.
Anyway, after that, a lion appeared.
And then SHE practically smothered Darren by clinging on to him in fear.
Anyway, Elliot was really, really scared.
It was hilarious.
He hid behind a tree, and then the lion chased him, and they started doing that Bollywood thing about running around trees and poking heads at different sides of the tree.
Then, Macho Mun Yun appeared!
Literally.
Its like, there was this flash of light all around Mun Yun, and then she was wearing a superman costume.
And then she became two times of her current size.
All muscles.
It was... freaky.
Really freaky.
From Stickwoman to Superwoman.
Anyway, she went to the lion and zapped it.
And then it became tame, and her personal lion.
Then, came the time to sleep.
Because of Mun Yun's tame lion (by the way, she changed back), we had to squeeze in the tent.
He refused to sleep away from her.
Anyway, we managed to sleep in the end.
Oh Mun Yun and I drugged HER, so she would sleep.
It was awesome.
Anyway, in the middle of the night, some monsters appeared.
And then I woke up to the sound of Mun Yun screaming.
The monsters had grabbed Mun Yun and HER.
Darren had fainted on the ground, with bloodstains (its the first time I saw blood in my dreams!) on him.
Elliot was holding a stick, and trying to attack the monster.
SHE had fainted, while Mun Yun was freaking out.
And her lion was attacking it, but to no avail.
Oh, I forgot to describe how it looked like.
The monster, I mean.
It was pitch black, as though it was the darkness weaved into a shape of a body.
Tendrils of dread flowed all around it, creating a barrier.
At every part where he was attacked by, the darkness just crept back.
Then, my Duel Master sickness appeared again.
I summoned my card, and then amazingly, it was Mun Yun.
She started glowing and then she became a Dueler.
Then, she drew a card.
And summoned Tha Yang!
But... Tha Yang was a Sleeper card.
So once she attacked once, she would sleep for 2 turns.
Then, my turn.
I summoned the best card ever.
I summoned all 3 Sec 4s at the same time! :D
They had the same roles as before.
Oh but they had new outfits!
Jolene looked like Catgirl.
But she still had her guns.
And a new nunchuck.
Shasha was in white instead of black.
And she used Hwabi stars from MapleStory!
Oh and she had a golden katana.
Jimin had a blood red bow.
A PURE BLOOD RED BOW.
With intricate patterns in black.
And the string of the bow was gold.
And she used glass arrows.
MY DREAM ARCHERY SET.
Anyway, they started attacking the monster.
And they were all light based, surprisingly.
Then, Mun Yun summoned the Sec 1s!
Prim was a Beast Master.
She controlled all beasts.
Except that monster, somehow.
Anyway, she was summoning Light Dragons at a rapid speed.
Like eating french fries, adapted to Jin Jun.
Fast and many.
Hadassah was a priestess.
And she was wearing a robe.
BUT HER STAFF.
It was silver.
Pure silver.
With gold patterns.
IT LOOKED SO COOL.
WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE IT.
Okay, then Tatiana was a magician.
She looked normal.
With an awesome wand.
It was about 50cm long, crystal, with blood red trimmings.
And at the tip of it, held a light orb.
Okay so anyway, they started attacking too.
Then, I summoned Haseena.
She was... I don't know what she was.
But she was attacking with no weapon at all.
All she had was a huge hologram of a falcon.
And it was attacking the monster.
But it was really, really cool.
She was practically flying with the falcon.
Then, Mun Yun drew her card.
And it was her.
Which was kind of weird.
But anyway, Mun Yun drew Mun Yun!
(I can't help laughing at that.)
So Mun Yun was an ice cream shop owner.
But her ice creams were special.
Magical.
Yummy.
Okay that doesn't fit, but it was true in the dream.
Anyway, she started shooting ice creams at the monster.
Some were explosive.
Some were healing the others.
Some were boosters.
Some were weapon transformers.
But all were awesome.
However, despite all the people there, the monster didn't die.
And here comes the epic part.
I drew the last card.
It was HER.
At first, I was thinking "WTH? What can SHE do."
Then, she transformed.
Well, her clothes did, at least.
She was wearing this really short shirt, and a mini skirt so mini it was barely covering her.
And then the monster just looked at her and died.
Because the sight of HER in that!
Oh gosh.
All of us were temporarily blinded, since we looked away fast enough.
But the monster was slow, so it died horribly.
I kind of pity it.
Despite how horrible the monster was, it didn't deserve to die that way.
Its too cruel.
But seeing HER in my dream like that was kind of cruel to me too, but at least I didn't die.
I had a shock, though.
Almost got my asthma when I woke up.
Anyway, once the monster disappeared, everyone returned to normal (thank goodness).
And everyone else that was summoned disappeared.
Then, the sun rose, and we admired the view from our lovely island that would have been lovelier without HER.
Then I woke up.

It was a nice dream, all in all.
If SHE didn't appear in those clothes, it would have been perfect.
Well not really, actually.
I wouldn't have seen that epic ending of the monster if so.
Well, here it is!
Click on it to see it full-size.

I really love ArtRage.
The effects are awesome.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Right. The nightmare.
It started off with a nice trip to some theme park.
The temperature was really nice, probably about 20 degrees Celsius.
There, Mun Yun, Tha Yang, Grace, Sherlene, Prim, Tatiana and Hadassah was there.
I have no idea why they're all always inside my dreams these days, but I don't mind.
Maybe its a C.A.T.S. saga.
Anyway, we were on a roller coaster.
We sat by level, and it was really fun.
It was really long too.
Anyway, it was the Sec 1s first, then right behind them were the Sec 2s, then right behind us was the Sec 3s.
I still remember Mun Yun and Tha Yang screaming like hell.
Moving on. It was all in open air, and we were going at the speed of 130km/h.
And then all of a sudden we were inside, and it was pitch black.
We were still moving, but then suddenly there was a loud noise, and we jerked to a stop.
Then, we all flew out of the carriage.
Somehow, our safety buckles had all unfastened.
Initially, we all thought it was part of the ride.
Then, I heard someone scream.
I think it was Tha Yang, but I'm not sure.
And then once I blinked, the whole scenery changed.
We were inside a real haunted house.
Not those in the theme parks.
It the ones in horror movies.
And a note fluttered down.
We all gathered to read it, and I still remember what it said very vividly.
"One becomes all,
All but one.
All will fall,
All but one."
And then Tha Yang dropped out of nowhere.
Dead.
(Yet again.)
Then, we started freaking out.
Somehow, we managed to put Tha Yang's body in my bag.
Then, we decided to find a way out, since we already knew what the message meant.
For the benefit of everyone else, it means that everyone will start to die, one by one.
Only one person will be left alive.
The first "one" in "one becomes all, all but one" refers to Tha Yang.
Anyway, we decided to try our luck by turning backward.
So we entered through the door behind us.
And then a knight armour appeared and stabbed Sherlene.
It wasn't aiming at anyone in particular, but it was definite that it came down on us purposely.
Once Sherlene died, it broke apart.
And then another note came down.
"Two down.
Four left.
Who will
Be next?"
At that point, Prim freaked out, and she ran out of the room in desperation.
And then this ghost appeared.
You really don't want me to describe it.
Ask me on MSN if you want to know.
But try not to.
I'll just freak myself out once again.

Anyway, the ghost grabbed Prim, and then she started screaming.
Then, her head started turning to one side, and we heard a loud CRACK.
Then both of them disappeared.
In their place, was another note.
"The third one has gone.
Next is the fourth one.
Watch out for your sound,
For it will take her."
After that, we grabbed Sherlene's body, put it in my bag (once again), and moved on through the other door.
The next room was completely silent and bare.
Heeding the note's advice, we walked silently.
However, we soon found out that it would not be that easy.
Once we were all in, blunt needles started poking us.
It wasn't fatal, but slightly painful, and really annoying.
Then, Hadassah made the mistake of saying "Tsk!"
And then suddenly the needles disappeared, and Hadassah had all sorts of needles on her.
And as expected, she was dead.
We inched closer to her, and then, a note came down again.
This time, Grace picked it up.
"Touch
At
Your
Risk."
But before she could say anything, Tatiana touched Hadassah.
And then a bright light appeared, temporarily blinding us.
Once it faded away, and we got back our sight, Tatiana and Hadassah were gone.
In their places, were ashes.
And Tatiana's spectacles were there, a sign that told us the both of them had burned out.
A burnt note was there, too.
"A duel,
A tournament.
Who will
Go first?"
Just then, Mun Yun reached from her bag and pulled out three weapons: A sword, a bow and a staff.
So we each picked one.
Mun Yun got the staff, Grace got the bow and I got the sword.
Then, we went on forward (or backward, actually), and found ourselves staring at the exit.
But the only thing was, it was so small, we could only go one by one, and we could barely squeeze through.
That meant the bag with Tha Yang's and Sherlene's body might not fit.
We started arguing about what we should do, whether to leave it behind, or not.
Grace was saying that we should leave it behind, and I was protesting.
Then, we got in a fight, and we started using our weapons.
Grace was shooting arrows out of nowhere, and I was hacking and slashing them all.
And then we started using special skills.
The problem is, we forgot all about Mun Yun.
Somehow, she killed Grace by asking us to stop.
So something like this happened:
Grace and I fighting.
Grace and I using special skills.
Mun Yun shouts "Stop it!"
Grace and I freeze, then Grace fell to the floor and died.
Then, a note appeared.
"Your powers
Are awakened.
Enjoy yourself,
Chosen One."
Then, a bigger doorway appeared, and the both of us went through, with the bag.
Before us, was this humongous chicken with crab legs, tiger body and whale tail.
And of course it had a chicken head.
Its a chicken. What do you expect, a dog head?
Anyway, it spoke to us.
"One will be chosen.
You get to decide."
The problem is, he didn't say what would happen to the chosen one.
Die?
Survive?
But, the note said "Enjoy yourself."
So we assumed that the chosen one would get to live.
And as expected, we settled it with Scissors Paper Stone.
The winner would be the chosen one.
We both wanted to die, since being all alone with everyone gone is kind of sad.
Oh, I forgot to mention this!
We were the only ones left in the world, apart from another person that we both didn't know.
As expected, I lost.
I was kind of happy about it, but really sad since Mun Yun would be left all alone.
Before I could change my mind, the chicken said "So, Mun Yun is the Chosen One. Very well."
And then Mun Yun died.
It happened really fast.
Faster than light, but not faster than time.
One moment, Mun Yun was alive, and the chicken was at the same spot, unarmed.
And the next moment, Mun Yun was dead, sliced into many pieces, making her look like she was shredded paper.
And the chicken had a sword.
Then, it gave me that deluxe horror movie grin.
And then I woke up, thankfully.
But I was crying when I woke up.
It all seemed so real.
The freakiest thing was when I heard a chicken after a few seconds.
You must remember that I live on a hill, and chickens don't appear there.
So hearing a chicken really freaked me out.
I started pinching myself and slapping myself to see if I was still dreaming.
Then I went to splash myself with tap water.
But I was awake.
So now, I'm praying that the chicken I heard was my imagination.
I kind of doubt it, since it was really clear, and I think my helper heard it too.
I'll kill myself it what happened in my nightmare became real.