Wistfulness

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The Magic Numbers:
5, 6, 14, 15


Good luck, everyone.
Exams start in less than a week.

EVELYN TAY. STOP PLAYING POKEMON. SERIOUSLY.

I need to study for Geography.
Its probably the only subject that I have lots to do for, but I haven't done anything yet.
Second in line would be Literature.
Followed by Science.
Then Math.
Or maybe I should switch those two around.
I still can't believe that my Algebra is horrendous now.
But I'll definitely regain my touch.
I wish we did more Algebra in the Second Semester.

I have good news!
Today,
After Chinese Remedial,
Kellie and I asked for our CA2 Marks for,
Higher Chinese.
And,
Apparently,
I PASSED.
If this news is really true, I'll celebrate by eating 5 pieces of Nutella-filled bread.

Anyway, while I was coming home today, there was this weird man sitting in front of me.
He was sitting with one arm slung over the empty seat beside him, with his leg stretched out on the empty seat.
My first impression? A typical hawker centre uncle.
Anyway, I sat behind him because firstly, it doesn't matter to me, and secondly, it was near the steps, and the Stop button, so its convenient.
So, I sat down.
3.
2.
1.
He started talking to me.
He asked me a lot of personal questions, like about my personal information and stuff.
The first?
"What school are you from?"
I was wearing my school uniform.
Maybe he didn't recognise it.
Oh well.
Anyway, I told him, since it would be blatantly obvious if I lied.
Then he started talking about Ho Ching, and about how she was the Drum Major.
And then he asked me if I was in the Band.
So I said yes.
I gave a lot of truthful information, actually.
Which is why I'm still a little worried.
And typing this here, just so in case one day I go missing, everyone that reads my blog will know what happened.
Or have a guess, at least.
Back to the point.
So we had a conversation about Crescent Band, and then he told me which school he came from too.
I... can't remember.
It started with M.
And I have never heard of it before.
Apparently, it was quite good.
Anyway, the conversation died, and after a few minutes he started again.
Now, because I kinda sorta want to sleep, I shall cut this short.
Basically, he asked me a few odd questions like what my parents work as, how much my handphone cost, what kind of phone I had, whether we learn about computers in school, how to get to Boon Lay, where I live, what kind of house I live in, what instrument I play, and what level I was in.
The answers I gave him were, in order:
I don't know (Lie)
About $100 (Technically its a lie, since it was free)
Nokia (Lie)
Yes (Truth, sort of)
Gave him directions (Obviously Truth)
Pasir Panjang (Truth, sadly, and I know that was stupid. But he didn't know where it was. Maybe he's lying, but oh well)
Condominium (Truth, yet another stupid act)
Trumpet (Truth)
Secondary 2 (Truth, and maybe this was bad, since he knows my age)

A few things I'm worried about?
He seemed a little... abnormal.
He kept singing softly to himself, and fidgeting, and yeah, randomly asking me questions.
Also, he's a stranger.
And he knows so many things about me.
Naturally, you'd be slightly affected, right?
Lastly, he asked for directions to go to Boon Lay.
But he stopped at River Valley High School.
The bus stop near it, anyway.
From there, he can't take an MRT, and the only other way would be to take a bus to Harbourfront MRT Station, or just follow my directions, which meant taking 51 all the way to the end.
I still think there's something wrong, since well, he was asking for directions.
Won't it be weird if he suddenly has some other way to get there?
Unless he was really asking a very random question just for fun.
...
Maybe I'm too cautious.
Oh well.

Oh yeah! How could I forget about this supremely, awesomely, magical news!
NO MASS RUN FOR SEC 2S TOMORROW!~
I'm so happy.

Alright! Its time to sleep~
Goodnight everyone.
Wow, thanks a lot, newspaper.
Now I can't use my earphones for the rest of my life.
Sometimes I really find my mom really easily taken in by stuff.
Or at least, she misses out on some words.
It specifically said there, Teens Find Themselves Going Deaf At The Age of 30.
Something along those lines.
But the main point was this.
"...Loud music in nightclubs...earphones...loud volume"
Basically, the teens that go to nightclubs and listen to that extremely loud and blaring music, or the teens that wear earphones or headphones, set their volume to the maximum and blast their ears, go deaf.
Not the ones that just put in their earphones at a minimal volume of 4/100.
Okay fine, I didn't read the whole thing yet, so maybe even just listening to my music with the earphones on does some damages.
But still, what are the chances?
I won't go deaf.
And if its about some radiation stuff, sleeping with my watch about 30 cm away has about the same effect.
Also, if it were really so damaging and dangerous, why did they only mention about Teens?
So basically, they were talking about those teens I mentioned up there ^.
I really should explain this to my mom.

...

There. I'm done ranting.
I feel a little better, I guess.
Alright, time to go back to work.
Or Pokemon, since I was doing that before I went on to this.
Ah well, work first.
D&T Production Process Status: COMPLETE
Finally.
I just need to draw a couple of stuff, and fill in one box.
That should take me about the whole of D&T.
Looks like I can't create the block of wood thing I promised Xin Yuan.
:( I feel bad for not keeping my promise.
Anyway, I'm quite proud of my Reflection.
Its really long.
Mainly because I just wrote nonsense all the way.
Oh well.
I'm expecting to get about a B4 or something for D&T.
We should have more Orthographic Drawing Tests.
Because that, I can score.
Oh well.
I'll never be doing D&T for the rest of my life.
Its quite sad, actually.
I miss the wood.
I miss cutting the wood.
Most importantly, I miss sanding the wood.
Sanding~
Maybe one day, I'll work in a Workshop just for that.
And then I'll sell toys made of wood!
Yeah, that'll be fun.
...Nah, I still want to be a Psychologist.
Oh well.
Goodnight, people.
Its 1 am on my clock.
I think I'll end up failing D&T.
My sketchbook holds an awesome piece of horror.
Oh well.
I'm tired.
Hey, I think I might be able to skip school tomorrow!

"And I possess a secret, one that I'm dying to tell you, but I can't, and I won't, for your sake."

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

The Magic Numbers:
6, 7, 15, 16


D&T Production Process is killing me.
I really, really can't seem to start on it.
I've completely lost my Mugging Mode.
Putting up those numbers aren't helping somehow.
Ah rats I feel so drowsy.
I hate Allergy Medicine.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

The Magic Numbers:
7, 8, 16, 17


7 more days of revision.
8 more days till the day of the first paper.
16 more days till the day of the last paper.
17 more days till freedom for a short while.
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OMG there's this song that's stuck in my head.
And I know its from an Anime, and that its the ending theme.
And I know that I had it in my iTunes in my currently out of order desktop computer.
And I know that my sister knows the song too.
And I know that I watched the Anime before.
But I just can't remember the Anime, or the song title.
I only know the tune.
Gah, its so annoying.
I desperately want to find out what this song is.
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I've been going on some Music Downloading spree.
Seriously, I just added in 22 new songs into my collection.
And I have a feeling I'l be adding in a lot more.
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Whee~
Attack of the perforated lines!
Its been a while since they appeared.
I guess its because I miss squishing everything together to form one long post.
10 separate short posts within the time span of half an hour looks really ugly.
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Hey, this is like a Train of Thoughts post!
Because seriously, I'm just typing whatever's in my mind now.
Kinda sorta.
Obviously I'm not adding in everything in my mind.
Otherwise, there'd be a lot of private things which I refuse to mention, that song which I'm still stressing over, Science, Maths, worrying over Geography and a lot of other random stuff.
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Pokemon has once again regained its charm.
I'm currently playing LeafGreen, and yes, I'm sad to say that I've hacked a lot for this one.
I made a mistake and pressed the wrong button, which activated it.
And because I hate having imbalance in my team (seriously, the one I did the hack on was level 24, and the rest were level 3-5), I went to do the hack on all of them.
Which lead to more, since, well, I am a hacker.
But I only did it for those Pokemon that I wanted to evolve!
Yeah.
Ah oh well, I suppose I'll create another separate file for no hacking till I really need it, and Money Hacks.
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I really need to start studying for Geography.
Honestly, the chances of me taking Geography next year is really high.
About 80%, I suppose.
Maybe even 90%.
Assuming I can get into the combination I want.
But yeah.
Seriously, if I can't even study for it now, and score well, how am I going to survive next year, and Sec 4?
My History isn't any better.
Ugh, Crescent should really have a class which has Literature only.
Triple Science, Literature, Higher Chinese.
My ideal combination.
Pity its not offered.
Oh well.
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All right, if by the next time I post here, and I'm not done with my Math Map Scale questions and 2008 Paper 1, I shall give someone a bar of chocolate.
I think I'll give it to Mao.
Since she probably will demand one from me anyway.
I'm... completely lost.
I've completely forgotten what I was supposed to do today.
I think Pokemon has some brain damaging system inside.
I've only played it for an hour (yes, I know its quite long), and I've completely forgotten everything.
Rats, I think I should sleep.
Sleep is good.
It helps my memory.

"Eye contact reveals many secrets. That's why its so awkward."

Monday, September 27, 2010

Argh.
Why aren't my cheats working on Pokemon! :(
Oh well.
I guess even my Emulator wants me to start mugging.
9 more days till our first paper.
English Paper 1 and Higher Chinese Paper 1.
I should really create a countdown!
Anyway, its just a little while more till Chinese Tuition.
Oh well.
Eggs (Sunny Side Up) are awesome, only if the yolk isn't broken when its cooked.
Wobbly Egg Yolks~
Anyway, I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I feel sick.
Ah well.

"I hate that feeling of insecurity."

Sunday, September 26, 2010

!!!!!!!!!!!
WE
HAVE
听写
TOMORROW
OMG
And there goes my plan to sleep early.

"...Is that me you're talking about?"
Ugh.
Hiccups + Stomach Ache = Infinite Pain + Absolute Annoyance
I feel like dying.
My stomach is hurting like crazy.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
For all I know, I might injure another finer during PE.
Or all that running will make my stomach hurt again.
Or I'll see my Chinese CA2 marks and faint because I got a D7 again.
Something like that.
Anyway, I have a feeling that we're supposed to complete all the past year exam papers for Math.
The best part is that I've only done Paper 1 of the 2009 paper.
Ah well.
Maybe I should just sleep and die tomorrow.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

So my brother's birthday was today.
I suppose it was nothing much.
Just a routine birthday celebration.
But it was fun, I suppose.
I really want exams to be over.
My life is getting really messed up because of it.
Messed up in many different ways.
11 more days till it starts.
6th October.
19 more days till the last exam.
14th October.
20 more days till the little outing with Mun Yun, Debbie, Grace and Sherlene.
15th October.
Seriously, I can't wait.
Just 13 and a half more days till freedom.
For the year.
Till we get our results back.
Yeah.
But still.
I suppose I should stress out more over my results.
I mean, its Streaming Year.
And I can't feel the pressure.
Not really.
I can't get myself to memorize Geography.
Its probably the only subject that I haven't done anything yet.
Literature too, but I seriously doubt I will even do anything for that.
Every time I tell myself to get the book out and memorize some quotes, I end up doing something else.
Like reading another book and memorizing that just naturally instead.
I'm digressing.
Back to Geography.
I have the slides open.
I have my PowerPack on my desk.
I have my Textbook on my chair, just behind me.
I'm surrounded by Geography materials, but I just can't do them.
Did I mention that my Assessment Books turned out to be of the wrong syllabus?
That got me a little angry and annoyed, and dropped my motivation a little.
Back to the point.
I can't study for Geography.
And I desperately want an Assessment Book for it.
I suppose I'll get it tomorrow.
Alright, I suppose I should do my Science homework now.
To-Do List (25th September)

1) Chinese Paper Question 1 - 10
2) Math 2009 EOY Paper 2
[No foolscap and graph paper]
3) Emmett's Science Homework First Chapter

Friday, September 24, 2010

Ugh. I'm feeling very lethargic now.
My eyes hurt a lot.
And my brain isn't functioning.
I can't even solve simple Math problems.
This is hopeless.
Ah well.
I'll just finish the paper and sleep.
To-Do List (24th September)

1) Science Theory Workbook Page 69 - 72
2) Math 2009 EOY Paper 1
3) Chinese Paper Question 1 - 10 [Brought to tomorrow]
Well, I'm at home now.
Actually, I reached home more than 2 hours ago.
I came home really, really early.
I didn't even go for classes.
And no, I did not play truant.
See, during Mass Run, my stomach or somewhere around there started to hurt.
A lot.
So I stopped at 3 rounds, and yeah, it hurt a lot, a lot more.
So in the end, I was sent to the sickbay, and after half an hour, Miss Shakina called my parents.
My dad fetched me, and we went to see the doctor.
But apparently my descriptive writing still isn't good, so he couldn't really get anything from me just explaining.
So regular checkups were done, but he still didn't know the problem.
Well, not specifically, anyway.
Some muscular or abdominal problem.
Oh well.
Anyway, main point is, I have no medicine [Thank God], and all I have to do is rest.
Whee anyway, its good to be at home, but I really do wish I were at school.
The whole controversy of school life is that when you're not there, you want to be there, but when you're there, you don't want to be there.
Oh yeah, before I left, Chain Chain told me my Chinese Test marks.
I'm proud to say that I passed.
46.5/80
I'm seriously happy about that.
She wrote down a few people's marks too, but strangely, she didn't write hers down.
Oh well, I'll just ask her later.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

To-Do List (23rd September, 2010)

1) Study Geography
2) Pack Black Notebook Inside Bag
3) Maths Exercise 11.2: 2, 5, 7, 8, 9, 11
Right now, I'm very convinced that I have a photographic memory.
Why?
I can remember all the pictures in the Geography slides that I've read through (2, 3 and 4).
But not the information.
Not all of the information, that is.
But seriously.
Its just 3 chapters.
And I can't remember the information.
Ah well. Pictures do help, I guess.
Anyway, I feel kind of lazy to do work now.
Tuition ended at 7.30, starting at 5.
Yeah, its long, I know.
I didn't plan for it to be that long too, actually.
Anyway, I should get on with work.
13 days till our English and Chinese Paper 1.
I'm not too worried about those.
But, they mark the beginning.
The beginning of our annual Living Hell.
E.
O.
Y.
Exams.

Oh but on the bright side, its just 21 days till the last paper, and 22 days for freedom!
(For a few weeks.)
Ah, I should post a countdown.
I need to catch up on my To-Do Lists anyway.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Ah, today was good.
Kinda sorta.
Mass Run.
HEY, WE IMPROVED!
Kinda sorta.
It wasn't too bad today, seriously!
(We were still last though, Chain Chain and I)
D&T.
Its due next lesson omg.
But I suppose its completable.
Painting is fun :D But sanding is still the best.
LSCEP.
Ah, we're going to be done by the next lesson, I suppose.
Frankly, we can actually finish it anytime, Liu Liu and I.
But we're too lazy.
Ah well.
Chinese.
There was a test.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enough said.
Champion Seminar! :D
The benefits of Champion Seminar:
#1 - Leave class at 12.
#2 - Free food!
#3 - Weird games, but still got us really excited.
#4 - Awesome pictures. See?
#5 - Other reasons that won't be mentioned because I'm tired.
The only downside was the speeches, but I guess its okay.
Lastly, CCA Phototaking.
Not too bad, just that it was really stuffy and hot even though we were in an open area.
Ahh I feel like sleeping.
Oh well.

Monday, September 20, 2010

To-Do List (20th September)

1) Study for Chinese
2) Geography Notes
I HAVE A FAT FINGER! :D

So, today started of with PE.
Basketball!~
I like Basketball.
Its about one of the only sports I like.
Oh but, I got my fat finger from there.
Its annoying in the sense that
#1: It hurts, but it won't if I don't move it.
#2: I can't write fast or neat.
#3: My typing! So inaccurate and slow.
#4: I CAN'T CUT MY EGG D;
I'm eating lunch now, hence the fourth point.
But yeah, after that was Recess.
I bought the packet of ice to keep the swelling down! :D
10c. Ah well.
Then was Chinese.
I will officially fail if I don't study today.
Then again, our (the ones leaving class at 12) test has a 80% chance of being postponed, because of Champion Seminar.
Then came English.
Peer marking, nothing much.
Lots of talking though.
Geography was last.
I only copied down the answers to mark at home, and then after that Gloria and I just talked for about half an hour.
After Geography, school was supposed to end.
But we had a Math Test.
45 minutes.
5 questions.
It wasn't too bad, I guess.
But I'll probably get a lot of errors.
Ah well.
Anyway!
Its time to do something.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I think I'm going to fall into depression.
You know how I've been living in my house for almost the whole of my life?
13 years?
Just excluding a few months when I lived in my Grandma's house instead?
Naturally, I'd be real attached to this house.
And now, the stupid people (I have no idea who, but they call the shots for my condominium) say that we're going to have an En Bloc.
An En Bloc.
That equates to me practically being forced to live somewhere else.
Its like they're kicking me out.
But that's not the main point.
I have to live somewhere else.
And I really do hate that.
Why can't they just forget about that stupid En Bloc, and let us live peacefully here, without having to worry about finding a new house that suits our tastes?
What's more, the money that they have to pay us (some thing like an alimony) won't be a lot.
And its definitely not enough to cover the price of which we paid for this apartment in the first place.
Ugh, I feel like charging in to those people and making them change their minds.

Friday, September 17, 2010

To-Do List (17th - 19th September)

1) Math Video (TONIGHT)
2) Math Worksheet
3) Science Calculation Worksheet
4) Buy Colour Pens
5) Start mugging you slacker
Gah.
LSCEP. Podcast. Is. Boring.
I have completely no motivation to do it.
The worst part is that I'm finally able to work with Ohana.
Just when we could rule everyone, it had to be the project that weighs 10%, and is really boring.
And seriously, the only component that we'll enjoy would be the video.
The rest is basically like English Oral.
Ugh.
Anyway, today had lots of good news.
Kind of, yeah.

#1: No Mass Run.
#2: 94 for PBL Website! Ownage.
#3: Photo taking was awesome.
#4: English was just doing a Comprehension.
#5: I actually understand Electricity!

Well, of course, bad news.

#1: I only got 60 for Geography. 60.
#2: Podcast.
#3: We have Math Homework! :(
#4: I'm going to fail the Comprehension.

Yay, more good news than bad news!
Ah well. Its time for my To-Do list.
For the weekend!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

There's a possibility of a Section Outing after exams!
Even Sleepover too!
But yeah, knowing my mom, I probably can't stay.
And there's a 95% chance that Hadassah won't be there too.
Her parents are kind of scary, in a sense.
Ah, I really hope I can, though.
I shall use my awesome persuading cum hypnotizing skills.
Because, seriously, considering the fact that I'll probably be the latest to sleep, if I were to sleepover, imagine all the photos!
I shan't point it out directly.
But yeah, I suppose if I did that, I'd get murdered multiple times.
But since I'm a gamer, I have many lives, so I have nothing to worry about!~
Okay that was a little lame.
And weird.
Ah well.
Anyway, I'm proud to say that I'm at chapter 491 of Naruto.
And I have successfully read about 50 chapters yesterday.
If only I could just read up 5 chapters of Science and Geography, combined, even.
Ah well.
To-Do List (15th September)

1) Print Mensuration Worksheet
2) Do Mensuration Worksheet (Cancelled)
3) Emmetts's Homework.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Today was Beverly's birthday.
Today was also Felicia's birthday.
I feel really bad for forgetting about Felicia.
I was planning on telling Liu Liu on Monday, but I completely forgot.
Seriously.
I feel really, really bad now.
Tomorrow's Hui Shi's birthday.
Tomorrow's also Jaski's birthday.
Liu Liu and I don't have a card for her.
Maybe we could make one tomorrow.
But it would be kind of impromptu, since well, I come really late, and I'll probably supply the drawing block.
Otherwise, I'd feel really bad for not doing anything.
Somehow its becoming a trend, Liu Liu making cards.
And somehow, I want to help. Weird.
Ah well.

I should sleep. I guess.
Or maybe I should just do Math.
To-Do List (15th September 2010, Wednesday)

1) Math Exercise 3.3 - Question 5, 7, 10, 11, 13, 14, 15 (Friday)
2) Literature Pair Graded Assignment: Agony Aunt Letter to Macbeth (IMPORTANT!)
3) Animation (If possible)


I want to do my animations and watch Naruto and read Naruto and play my games and do a lot of other stuff :(

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

To-Do List (14th September)

1) Study Science: Light and Colour
2) Study Geography: Population
3) Sprite Animation: Cut out Sprites for #1
4) Study for 听写.

You know, I think I'll scrap my studying plan for today.
I practically played the whole day.
And slept.
But yeah, now its time to study for 听写.
Perhaps I CAN study some Geography.
Yay, no homework~
Today was seriously awesome.
CME was cut short thanks to the VGLF photo taking, but I had to take out my spectacles.
All thanks to my amazing spectacles that have super reflective abilities.
Yeah anyway, next was Science.
It was amazingly interesting.
Mr Tan was in a really good mood, and there were jokes and learning.
So yeah, it was really productive, and I'm proud to say that I completely understood and didn't sleep.
Chinese was next.
Not too bad, I guess.
Just a lot of correcting and stuff.
Math was last.
It was boring. Really boring.
We just learned about cones and stuff, and then we had 40 minutes to do our classwork and homework.
Which is why, I don't have any homework for today.
Then came Class Interaction + Assembly.
Well, we just stayed in class.
And played.
Like crazy.
Spin the bottle (Truth or Dare), Chop Chilli, and some finger life game.
But yeah, it was fun.
Anyway, because I currently have an obsession with creating lists, here's my to-do list for today.
In a separate post, again.

Monday, September 13, 2010

To-Do List (13th September 2010, Monday)

1) 报章报道
2) 作文改正
3) Prepare Drawing Block and Markers

4) Sprite Animation

I think I'll push #4 to tomorrow.
Argh.
I feel like killing myself.
I stupidly spent $5 on a game on my iPhone.
At least its a fun game.
MapleStory Thief Edition.
What? You expect me to be looking at some 3 year old game?
Well, this was how it happened.

1) Evelyn looks at MapleStory Game.
2) Evelyn accidentally clicks on the "Buy" button.
3) Evelyn thinks "Ah, I better exit before I accidentally buy it."
4) Evelyn attempts to click "Back" button with pointer finger.
5) Evelyn's bad habit of sticking out her last finger kicks in.
6) Evelyn's last finger clicks on the "Install" button.
7) Game starts to install.
8) Evelyn goes crazy and presses all sorts of stuff on her phone screen in a desperate attempt to cancel it.
9) Evelyn's desperate attempt fails.
10) Game is installed, $5 is gone.

10 steps.
Wow.

Okay now for my to-do list for today!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
THERE ARE FIRETRUCKS AND POLICE CARS OUTSIDE MY WINDOW!
AHH I'M SO EXCITED!
Okay well apparently the apartment near my house has a fire.
And now its like filled with firetrucks and police cars.
OMG there's a lot of smoke inside the apartment!
Its like an emergency now.
I wonder if anyone will die. D:
I hope not.
Oh gosh I don't see anyone evacuating!
I feel kind of scared for them all.
4 firetrucks, 6 police motorbikes, 2 police vans and counting.
Oh there are 3 police cars too!
Eh seriously, there's not a single resident outside.
Ahh okay I shall post a few pictures later.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

58/140 words done.
At least now, I don't have to do the Math Video.
I think I should do the Composition first.
Since, after all, I can just cut down to 100 words.
Yeah, I think I'll die tomorrow.
Homework can't be completed.
Its practically impossible.
I still have the Math Video, Phrasebook, Composition and the last but of Paper 2.
Can I complete it all within 4 hours?
No.
Can I complete the Phrasebook and Math Video within 4 hours?
Maybe.
Honestly, I'm really hoping I fall sick tomorrow.
I never fall sick when at the right timings.
Only once, which was last year.
I managed to skip the Chinese Mis Year Paper.
Other than that, I've been falling sick when I don't really want or need to.
Argh.
Oh well, I suppose I should concentrate now.
I'm bored.
Really bored.
I suppose I should sleep now.
But I'll feel guilty for sleeping so early.
Technically its really early in the morning, so early fits in.
Also, considering the fact that 1+ my normal sleeping time, sleeping at 1 is kind of early.
1 more minute to 1 on my computer clock.
Anyway, I'm left with one passage, and I'm done with the Paper 2.
I think I should just leave everything for later on.
I'll definitely finish my homework somehow.
I think I'll start off with my Phrasebook first, since its important, time consuming and brainless. Sort of.
Then I'll do the Composition, since that, I need about 2 and a half hours.
And then I'll complete my Paper 2, since its only a little left.
That should take me 1 hour.
So in total, I'll need... 7 hours, give or take?
Assuming I wake up at 9 tomorrow,
And start work at 9.30,
I'll work until 1.30, for 4 hours.
By then, I should have completed my Phrasebook, or near completion.
I'll have lunch until 3.30 (Maximum),
And then work until 7.
By then, I should have finished everything.
If everything goes according to plan, that is.
But knowing myself, I'll get distracted halfway.
So this is how everything will probably turn out.
Wake up at 10.
Start work at 11.
Work till 1.30.
Lunch till 3.30.
Work till 7.30.
Dinner till 9.
Work till 1.
Sleep.
And of course, the working time will include lots of playing, random checking of stuff, reading, and of course, sleeping.
Like today.
I spent 2 hours sleeping.
2 hours of my precious homework time.
I could have finished my Paper 2 by then.
And more of my Phrasebook.
Did I mention that I only have 16 out of the needed 140 words / phrases?
Its amazing, right?
Its only slightly more than 10% done.
Ah, I should sleep.
And try to wake up at 7+ tomorrow.
Or 8.
Somewhere around there.
Goodnight people.
Good luck for tomorrow.
Its a Monday.
...
I just realised something.
Since I'm looking for words to describe feelings for my Phrasebook, I did something really standard.
I Googled for "Describing Feelings".
And I just clicked on the first link.
Its my current source for now.
And I just realised that its an entry on About.com about Marriage Problems: How to Express Your Feelings With Words.
I feel kind of stupid now.
And... yeah.
I mean, I'm 14.
And I'm looking at a webpage about Marriage Problems?

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
I can't stand not reading Naruto when its just one tab away.
But seriously, its kind of time consuming.
There's a huge difference between reading Naruto and doing work, and not reading Naruto and doing work.

Scenario One
Reads Naruto and does Chinese Paper 2.
After 2 hours, only 3 questions (MCQ) is done.

Scenario Two
Does Chinese Paper 2 without reading Naruto.
After 2 hours, did the paper from question 16 to 22.

See the huge difference?
What's more, question 16 to 22 only has 3 MCQs.
The rest are open ended.
At least I finished Deadman Wonderland, so its one less temptation.
But seriously, I'm kind of tempted to just do a Ctrl+Tab and go to my Naruto tab.
And then I'll read for the rest of the night.
Gah no, I just have 9 more questions and 1 summary!
...Okay that will take me maybe 3 hours.
I think I'll have to continue tomorrow.
My hopes of reading Naruto is gone!
I still have the Composition and Phrasebook.
Yeah I'm kind of lazy to change to Chinese and type out everything properly.
Oh well.

I can't wait for after exams to come.
Just imagine all the fun there will be!
But once the results come back, I'll just die again.
And revive once I get over them.
But still, the fun!
The still planning outing on Tuesday, Marking Day.
P6 Open House / CIP Activity.
(Probably not having) SIA - Alfresco.
Musical Evening.
Japan Trip.
Trip to Langkawi or however you spell it.
A whole lot of fun.
Holiday Homework.
Okay I have no idea how the list of happy things suddenly had that last horrid one.
But yeah, I suppose it will come.
But see!
So many things are happening after EOYs!
I really can't wait for the last paper.
14th October 2010, Thursday.
Science.
And TIMSS, but I have no idea what that is, and it doesn't concern me.
There's the CSP Paper on Friday, though.
So technically everything ends on that day.
For the Sec 2s, at least.
I have no idea about the other levels' timetables.
Ugh they should just upload all the timetables on MLG!
Then I can get them all, like I had all the MYE ones.
Anyway, 15th October 2010, Friday.
Should we have an outing?
Just Grace, Sherlene and I again.
Like on the 17th May 2010, Friday.
The practice session that failed.
But yeah, it was kind of fun.
Ah well, I guess I'll see the plans first.
I really should concentrate on my work for now.
Oh well.
I feel absolutely depressed right now.
I still have urgent major homework left.
I just had tuition.
I just ran through the Chinese Paper 2 with my tuition teacher.
I just found out how difficult it is.
I just realised that our paper will be around the same standard.
I just calculated that my chances of passing are close to 0%.
I just realised that I'll probably not get into Higher Chinese.
I just cried because I'm so stressed over one subject.
I just hit myself for crying.
I just went on Facebook.
I just realised that my friend is a two-faced female dog.
I just found out that I've grown a lot weaker.
I just realised that I have started trusting people too much.
I just realised that I've been failing to control.
I just realised that I've been so easily influenced to the point that I've changed too much.
I just looked around Facebook more again.
I just found a lot more depressing stuff.
I just exited Facebook so I won't fall into a deeper depression.
I just decided to vent out everything here.
I just decided that maybe, just maybe, I'll lock my blog after all.
I just started crying again.

But I won't do anything.
I'm too tired, mentally, to.

Life sucks.
But I suppose things can get worse.
Don't get me wrong; I'm not an optimist.
I'm just mentally preparing myself for something worse that will definitely happen.

What's worse is, today's a Saturday.
My parents are at home.
They'll just disrupt my plans somehow.
Like they always manage to.
That doesn't really improve my mood.
Tonight, I'll have to go out again.
I really just want to be at home.
Tomorrow won't be any better.

I have no idea why I'm typing this.

Where's the reset button in life?
Heh you know what!
I lost my password yesterday!
Well actually I kind of had a minor memory loss and forgot many things.
Which included my password.
I still recall asking my friend on MSN who she was.
And then she was so shocked because we just talked the night before.
Oh well~
Anyway, its the (overdue) last one!

#10 - One confession.
Well, here it goes.

I EAT CHOCOLATE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OWNED!
Okay I'm kind of high now.
Yeah, I have no idea why.
I think I'm going mad.
Really.
I was reading Deadman Wonderland.
All thanks to Liu Liu.
And I felt really grossed out, so most of the time I'm just reading the words without looking at the pictures.
So I get the story but I don't see the effects.
Something like listening to a story!
Yeah but oh well.
I don't get some things though.
But I don't think they really matter.
Anyway, did you really think that I would just answer the question with that answer?
Of course I won't do that; I'm not so bad.
Its against my principles even though I don't really have any.
Yeah I have no idea what I'm talking about again.
I'm just digressing and typing whatever comes into my head.
One day I'll read this and wonder what on earth I was doing before I was typing this to make me so high.
And then I'll wonder why I wasn't in a mental hospital in the past.
But this is only if I don't get sent to a mental hospital now!
Ahh okay I should calm down.
.......
.....
...
.
...
.....
.......
Yeah okay I'm calm.
Isn't my double slope cute?
It looks like a half bow-tie, actually.
Oh well.
Anyway.
One confession.
I won't be an idiot and post a really dangerous confession online.
So, yeah.
Let me think.

I'm actually really scared of the supernatural stuff and such.

Yeap okay that's all!
Its time to sleep!
I wonder if I should do that 30 day letter thing one day.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Ohmy.
I have a lot of homework left.

Book Reviews.
Phrasebook.
报章报道.
试卷二.

I can probably actually finish everything within 6 hours or so.
Considering the fact that my 试卷二 will most likely be done with my tuition teacher.
But can I really concentrate for 6 hours?
Can I even concentrate for 1?
See, this is why I completely didn't study today.
I was hoping to have finished up English by today.
I know for sure that I could have done it.
But no, I just had to read Naruto and other mangas.
Ugh.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Oh yeah!
Money matters!

My Debt List
Mun Yun - 80c
Grace - 80c
Sherlene - 80c
Hadassah - $1.50

I'm not sure if Hadassah paid me back yet.
Anyway, I seem like some ATM Machine.
I always buy the drinks during lunch.
And in the end I'm always the last to finish my lunch.
Which results in me having to throw everything away.
Today is a prime example.
If I had not bought the drinks, I would have started the same time as everyone else.
And then Mun Yun would have been the last.
Unfairness.
Ah. I missed a day.

#8 - Three turn ons.
Turn ons are things that catch my attention, right?

1) Chocolate.
2) Anything cute.
3) Games that seem fun.


#9 - Two smileys that describe your life right now.

:\ :/


Wonderful!~
Well tomorrow will be the last day for this.
Maybe I should get something else to entertain myself on my blog.
Or maybe I should just try to do my homework.
Ah well.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I'm bored.
Really bored.
I have a lot of homework to do, but I'm not in the mood to do it.
Seriously.
I have half a mind to just give up on everything and slack all the way.
But I'm pretty sure I'll regret loads when I get my results back.
I really wish I could find some motivation.

Monday, September 6, 2010

#7 - Four turn offs.
What are turn offs?
If I remember correctly, they're things that put you off.
Or something that makes you lose interest.
Ah well.


1) Noises like nails scratching a blackboard, grinding of something, anything that involves something sharp or rough rubbing against something... sharp or rough.

2) Really dirty things that resemble poop, or like... dirty water, slimy things, something like a sewer?

3) A whole long text of Chinese.

4) Inappropriate volume, like speaking really softly when you're supposed to be shouting and scolding.


Yeah, all these make my head hurt, and I get really frustrated and annoyed and irritated, and I just feel like screaming out loud, but somehow I just can't.
That's how... uhh... turned off I get?
Ah, I'll just use frustrated.
I just realised that ever since Sunday, I have been slacking.
I'm off my schedule; I haven't cancelled out anything in my homework list.
So I've decided that I'm going to stop wasting my time on my Chinese Papers.
I'm going to complete everything else first, and then I'll do them.
Its probably much faster anyway.
So yeah.
I'm currently working on the 成语练习.
I'm on the 6th question.
After 10 minutes.
Not bad!
Seriously.
And now I'm stuck because I can't understand the question.
Why oh why does my brain not comprehend Chinese at all?
I was just looking at my Primary 6 photos.
And now I really miss everyone.
I can't wait for another occasion where I'll meet them.
The last time I saw them was last year.
Teachers' Day.
I really do miss all my friends.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
Fay is missing.
Fay is missing.
Fay is missing.
Fay is missing.
Noooooooooo!
I don't know if I kidnapped him and lost him.
I hope not.
But I seriously can't remember if I did.
I really don't think I did!
Ugh if I lost him, I'll feel so guilty.
Because if I lost him, the chances of getting him back are practically 0%.
Its either he's at the bus, at the bus stop, on the hill, on the road, or at the rubbish dump.
All of which would mean he's wet, impossible to be retrieved, or both.
Gahhhhh.
I have no more mood to do homework.
But I must.
And will.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

#6 - Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
I think I'll exclude my family.
Otherwise they'd obviously fill up all 5, since I have 5 family members.

1) Hannah
2) Grace Chain
3) Mun Yun
4) Haseena
5) Wen Hui

Wow.
Ah I wish they allowed more people.
Like ten.
Or a hundred.
Ah well.
Gah.
I'm so exasperated at her.

Hongki Oppa (L) says:
*can you stop clinging on to darren?
*he likes me not you
*so go away
*i know youre jealous of me because you like him too
*but since he likes me youre trying to ruin the relationship between us
*so can you stop being so childish and immature
*and just leave us alone?
*see youre so quiet
*too ashamed to say anything is it


I mean, seriously?
I'm pretty sure you can figure out why I'm pissed now.
Everything there is just a fabrication, inspired by her absurd mind.
[Sorry, I'm kind of doing Phrasebook now.]
Sometimes its a wonder, even to me, how she comes up with such appalling tales.
And she just had to say all this to me when my tablet screen was down.
Hence, the last two comments from her.
Anyway, I won't post my reply here.
There's no need to.
I'm pretty sure you all should know how I answered her.
No vulgarities, lots of sarcasm, big words to confuse her tiny little almost non-existent brain, and a clearing up of her little idea that there's some romantic feelings that I have for him.
Seriously, why would I like him when I have Wallace?
Honestly, sometimes she can be so... well I have to say this. There's no other word to describe her.
Stupid beyond words.
Alright, the first step of ranting is done.
Now its time to bathe and cool down.
Even though its freezing now.


Oh yeah, I did ask for her permission to post the front part on my blog.
She agreed to it.
I have no idea why.
For attention, maybe?
In hopes that Darren would come by and read?
Nah, impossible.
But I won't tell her that.
Ugh.
I need something to motivate me to concentrate on working.
I already set a rule that I must finish my Paper 1 and Phrase Book before I can wrap Stickworm's present (I've been trying so hard to keep it a secret, but Mun Yun revealed it to Stickworm on Facebook. Grrrr).
Maybe I should change it to finish Paper 1.
Or finish my 公函.
Yeah fine, my 公函.
Can you believe that I've been on it ever since yesterday, like 2+?
Ugh.
...
Oh great.
The rubbish truck just went by.
Now the whole room stinks and I'm having problems typing and smelling and my eyes are tearing and I'm starting to not understand what I'm talking about.
soon i'll lose the ability to press the shift button.
and then i can't see what i'm typing.
then i'll start typing nonsense.
or maybe not, since i can actually memorize the keyboard quite well.
og well we'll see how.
i think i typed quite a bumber of mistakes already.
ah now im dropping my pinctuation.
andthentheresnomorespacing.
ohnohoqwillireadrhisinfurure.
...
Alright the smell is gone.
I don't think I'll erase the crap up there.
But anyway, I've wasted enough time.
I should hurry and complete everything I had planned to do for today.
Oh but before that, I just realised that I have a lot of weird photos of me on Facebook.
I'm not so egotistic to look through them all okay.
My cousin did it, since she was trying to find a photo for our Family Photo.
Ah well, its time to go back to work.
公函公函公函公函公函.
Its not good to do work with a sad mind, though.
Oh well.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

#5 - Six things you wish you’d never done.

1) Slack so much today.
2) Spend my time just now watching videos and researching instead of playing with everyone else.
3) Tell that fact to that person.
4) Meet HER in tuition.
5) Forget so many things that now I can't remember what are the other things I regret so much.
6) Not study for PSLE. Okay wait no. Be such a stupid brat towards some people.

Argh I need to study and focus.
Maybe I should sleep, and then wake up early tomorrow.
And then I'll study all the way.
...Nah I should continue with Chinese Paper 1.
Oh gosh how long have I been at this.
Ah, I can't believe I'm actually slacking so much.
I was doing pretty well.
Until Elaine Tay said we should take a break.
Okay well I kind of suggested it, but she was the one that made all of us do so.
All I did was say that I needed a break.
And then she went shouting around the house for us to take a break and play Dai Di.
So we went at it for 3 hours, along with lots of talking and joking around.
Now all of us can't concentrate.
Rather, I can't.
The rest are all sleeping.
Hey, at least I'm trying.
But honestly, if I were focused, I wouldn't be here typing this, and searching for random information and reading my book and playing with my phone.
Did I mention that I have awesome games on my phone?
They're kind of addictive though.
But they're just simply too awesome.
Anyway, I should try to concentrate.
I already wrote out my planner!
I basically just used Mun Yun's one, and substituted in the content.
So it looks kind of identical.
Face it, I'm lazy, and I won't create a new one from scratch if I already have a given template.
So yeah, I kind of hope that she's going to create one for EOY preparations, or November/December Holiday Homework.
Then I'll have my planner too.
Anyway, back to the point.
I seriously digress too much.
Yeah so, I created a planner.
It seems pretty good, but really cramped.
I mean, all my homework is listed on Friday (yesterday, and yeah I did complete what I was supposed to do), Saturday (today, and I still need to complete my Chinese Paper 1. Did I mention that I'm only at the letter?) and Sunday (tomorrow, so I have no idea if I will finish what I need to do).
The rest of the days are just filled with the big words BAND, and doing assessments and revising.
Maybe I should spread some out.
Just maybe.
Ah well, I should go and bathe.
Then I'll attempt to finish the letter.
I hope I can finish Paper 1 by today.
Ah well.
I have a feeling that I need to post my homework list again, so it doesn't disappear and join my older posts.
Hmm okay maybe I'll do so after I finish my Paper 1.

Friday, September 3, 2010

#4 - Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1) Plans for the next day.
2) Homework.
3) Band.
4) Saturday nights.
5) Activities after exams.
6) Many complex thinkings and theories.
7) A certain person.

Alright time to resume with homework.
I have a feeling a lot of questions will be asked, regarding this post.
Oh well.
Alright. The Homework List appears.
I wrote it all down on my notebook :D It was so pretty!
And then Grace Chain went to ruin it by writing in orange.
Orange, the colour which I use to write my homework down.
>:@
Anyway, here it is.

English
Phrase Book - 100 words
Book Reports - 2
YOG Letter Proposal (Saturday)
Status: Incomplete

Chinese
2009 EOY Paper 1
2009 EOY Paper 2
成语练习 111 - 160
Status: Incomplete

Math
Exercise 8.1 Question 5, 6, 7, 13, 14 (Friday)
Status: Complete

Science
Theory Workbook Page 67 & 68 (Friday)
Optional Worksheet from Email
Status: Complete

Literature
Macbeth Debate
Status: Incomplete

Overall Status: Incomplete

Its not too bad, I guess.
Chinese will probably kill me, though.
I should get started for real now.
But I'll still be blogging quite a fair bit, I guess.
I don't see how blogging is counted as very time consuming or something.
Ah well, everyone had their own views.
Right, let's start off with a bang!
Its time for the (said to be really hard) Math Homework!
Whoa.
I went to practice my piano for just 30 minutes.
And suddenly a bunch of people came online.
Anyway, I've finally started playing Nocturne pour Tamaki.
What a great timing to learn a new song.
I should either hurry up and master it, or hurry up and drop it till exams are over.
I think I'll end up choosing the latter.
Anyway, I haven't started on a single piece of homework yet.
Except Book Reviews.
I've finished one.
I should get down to work soon.
Friday, 3rd September, 2010.
The last day of the term.
The last day of the week.
The last day Mr Foo is teaching us.
I honestly didn't know.
And now I feel really sad.
While he wasn't exactly a wonderful teacher.
Or an interesting teacher,
He was nice.
If I had slept earlier every night, I probably would have kept awake in his lessons.
And learned a lot more.
But no.
Anyway, back to Mr Foo.
Next term, Mr Tan will teach us.
Basically, we're swapping with 2G2 (I think its 2G2).
Mr Tan Tze Yong.
Wonderful.
He's probably more boring, and he's stricter.
So I'll be forcing myself not to sleep and suffer from the side effects of forcefully keeping myself awake.
But seriously, he's scary.
Very scary.
Ugh.
I want Mr Foo to teach us now.

Anyway, let's just relate on how today was a bad day in school.
It started off with Mass Run.
As expected, Grace and I were last.
I'm not really affected by that.
The thing is, we were a lot slower this time.
By the time we had finished, the classes were just sent off to go back to their classes.
That's how slow we were.
Then again, if I didn't stop to tie my shoelaces, we would have been slightly faster.
Or maybe not, considering the fact that Grace wouldn't have had that break.
Next time, I should just tie a rope to her attached to me, and then I'll start running at the pace I want.
Maybe it'll help.
Next was Chinese.
We spent the hour doing composition.
And well, I foresaw this too.
I was the last to finish.
And I only finished it by the end of recess.
So basically I ate nothing at all, except a few pieces of the biscuits that our teacher gave to us as a present for the September Holidays.
Next was English.
It wasn't so bad.
We were doing on the report writing.
Which was actually our holiday homework.
But it was quite boring.
The only good part was that we were working throughout, so I didn't sleep.
Then came Music.
Well, this was probably the best lesson for the day.
We just watched Romeo and Juliet, and attempted to install some program that I foresee to be a really cool and useful one for me.
But since the installation failed, I don't have it now.
Lastly came Science.
It was boring, and hardly anyone was paying attention.
If we all had known that it was his last lesson with us, we all would have paid a lot more attention.
I feel really bad now.
Anyway, after all this, its finally time for the September Holidays.
I'll post the homework later.
I'm eating lunch now (at my table, yes), so I'm kind of lazy to get my notebook.
Although there's quite a lot to do, for one week, its not much.
I'll do my planner too, later.
For now my primary plan is to complete everything by Sunday.
And then I'll do revision and preparation for EOYs for the rest of the week.
I hope I manage to find the past year exam papers.
I really do.
Otherwise, I'm dead meat.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

#3 - Eight ways to win your heart.
Well, since I really don't know, and I refuse to skip, I'll just crap something out.
So, most of the stuff here will probably be fake.


#1 - Be nice.

#2 - Don't be annoying (in my terms).

#3 - Don't be a bootlicker / suck-up.

#4 - Be retarded and funny with me sometimes.

#5 - Sense the slight clues given.

#6 - Smile / Laugh.

(I'm running out of ideas!)

#7 - Be there for me.

#8 - Look, if I like you, I like you. If I don't, there's nothing much that can be done. If you change who you really are and live under some fake thing and be unhappy, then what's the point? So yeah.


This is a really hard question. :/
Oh well.
I'm quite amazed.
While I was bathing about 2 and a half hours ago, I noticed three things.

#1 - I have a bleeding abrasion somewhere around my stomach.
#2 - I have a long but not so deep cut on my part-of-the-arm-where-its-covered-by-my-sleeve.
#3 - I have some weird puncture marks on my shoulder. And yes, they are bleeding.

Which makes me wonder, what was I doing while I was asleep?
Since all of these areas are covered by my clothes, there's no way I would accidentally get hurt today without me knowing.
So it must have happened while I was unconscious.
And I seriously don't recall all these being there the previous time I bathed.
So really, what on earth was I doing while I was asleep?
Maybe some burglar came and I unconsciously attacked him, and he attacked me.
Maybe.
Ah well.
Some things are just so hard to find out.
I think this is becoming a habit.

English IN Newspaper Reflection
Print out English IN Newspaper Reflection
Science Worksheet
Print Incantation and Dance
Print some Sets Worksheet for Tracy
Math Exercise 8.1: Question 5, 6, 7, 13, 14 (Holiday Homework)
Literature Debate (Holiday Homework)

Ah, so I just have to do those two...
I might be able to finish Tha Yang's drawing by today.
I've finished Geraldine's, and its really... horrible. :(
Ah well.
I was never good at drawing anyway.
I never should have let myself get bored, and started drawing again.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

#2 - Nine things about yourself.


My name is Evelyn.

I'm 14 this year.

I'm 158 and 40 kg.

The schools I have been in are Kinderland, Pei Chun Public School, Rosyth School, Henry Park Primary School and Crescent Girls' School.

I like chocolate.

I hate meat.

I can't stand sour things.

I'm very scared of spiders.

There are many things not known to people about me.


That was simple. :D
Oh gosh.
Looks like I have to do this again.

Maths Textbook Exercise 9.3
Maths Worksheet on Shading
Science Theory Workbook
Science Bravo Certificate
Print Science Funny Worksheet
Chinese Composition Corrections
IN Newspaper Reflection (Friday)

I really shouldn't have played AdventureQuest World.
Or read Naruto.
Or slept.
Ugh, I sense a late night with my mom nagging again.

Oh yes! I'm done with the stuff that's supposed to be for tomorrow.
Technically, today, since its 12.48 now.
Ahh time to print Amanda's stuff, pack my bag, paste my post it, get ready for bed and go to bed.
I'll be asleep in 45 minutes.
ASIDUHFIOMCHQIOIHAGHRCMOAHGUIERHFALAKHGILFA
ROAR.
I HATE MY ELDER SISTER.
Of all things, she just HAD to pick today to go out.
And she wants me to cover for her.
I have tuition, so I have to pick up the phone DURING tuition.
I have homework, so I have to pick up the phone and break my concentration.
I have to sleep, so I have to wake up just to pick up the phone.
I have to go swimming, so what, I have to take a waterproof phone with me?
See, I can't go swimming now.
I have to play my games, so I have to die in my game just to pick up the phone.
I have to read, so I have to put down the book and pick up the phone.
Ugh.
The worst thing is the fact that SHE has tuition too.
Now she'll be late, and I need to find some excuse for the tuition teacher to wait for an hour just for her to come back.
And make her not tell my parents.
Gah I hate it when she does this.